Makeup remover wipes S.M.

Chaoter 26

For the past two weeks everyone's been coming up to me with the same idea. Shawn cheating on you they all say, I believe none of them. Shawn is loyal and he's sweet he's so considerate and he loves me, he'd never do that. He hasn't been medically cleared yet for lifting or anything. It's been four weeks since his surgery but he says things are healing slowly so he can't carry me around as we still haven't gone on our date yet but he promised he'd take me and he doesn't brake promises. "Morning mama!" My bubbling baby boy bursts down the stairs. I'm waiting until our date to tell Shawn but I'm pregnant. I used one of his samples and got myself pregnant, were having another baby just like he wanted.

"Good morning sweetie pie." I kiss his cheek seating him his spot at the table. Shawn had a late night so I'm letting him sleep but everyone else is up and preparing for breakfast. Justin says he'll stay until Shawn cleared for lifting and sex and stuff. He really likes helping out and he loves being with the kids. He spends a lot of time with Skylar so we made him her god father.

"I'm going out princess I'll be back later," he kisses my cheek and I nod grabbing his hand momentarily. They all roll their eyes at me but ignore them just like I've been doing for the part two weeks.

"He's going to visit his mistress." They shrug and I roll my eyes. I know they believe he's cheating but I don't think he is.

"I trust that he's not, and my trust is really what matters the most in our marriage." My eyes roll while I call on the kids for breakfast.

"Looks good mama," they smile and I nod thanking them while setting food out for the cats and giving Josh his normal assortment of seeds and such.

"What is it?" CJ giggles stuffing more and more into his mouth.

"French toast,"

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"Look at this," I gasp at the picnic Shawn's put together just like the one he's promised me. "It's beautiful baby," I kiss his cheek and he nods. He looks nervous like there's something holding him back from hugging me back, or kissing me in return.

"I hoped you'd like it," Justin dropped me off and I told him I'd just ride home with Shawn. Regardless he told me he wouldn't go too far and to text him if I needed him.

"I love it baby," I smile jumping into his arms. I expected more excitement from him, he can finally hold our babies, he can hold anything he wants now he's pretty much done recovery now it's mainly emotional for us.

"Good," he sits me down pouring us both glasses of champagne. "Because there's something I need to tell you." He nods and I gasp almost chocking on the drink.

"Me too," I hit his shoulders. He has been suspicious lately but I've been doing my best to be nice to him he's gone through a lot and even if it hurts me too he endured it so he usually just gets what he wants, I spoil him.

"Can I go first?" He smiles apologetically and I nod. "Now please don't take this the wrong way?" He grabs my hand brushing his thumb over the back. "I think we should divorce." He looks down. "I just think that we need some time to figure ourselves out, figure out what we want in life." I sit in pure shock I would usually be sobbing but I don't know what to do or say. What could I say? After sitting for about five minutes in silence my mouth opens.

"Why?" I squeak unable to say anymore. He looks disappointed in himself but sighs.

"We had kids to young baby doll, I don't want any more for a while after these ones that we have." He breaths. "You and I both need time to do things that we didn't get to do."

"And do what with the kids? Sell them?" I raise an eyebrow and he shakes his head.

"It's more selfish," he admits. "I'm doing it so I can do what I want." He explains. "I'm sick of being tied down." He stands slowly offering me a hand.

"I was hoping you'd drive me home?" I stare up into his sparkling brown eyes Justin's just over there but he won't want to be around me much this next month.

"I can't, I have a date." He nods awkwardly. "I would otherwise, I'm sorry." I nod staring at the picnic I'd begged him for, maybe I was too pushy.

"No," I look at the ground. "I'm sorry, for whatever it was that I did to drive you away. I love you loads teddy bear," I kiss his cheek before walking to Justin's car.

"What's he say?" He turns to me quickly but I cry.

"He says we should divorce, because he thinks we had kids too young and he wants to live his life." I wipe the makeup that's destined to run down my face. "You were right, I'm sorry I should've believed you." I sniff looking down. We drive home silently, I'm sure he doesn't know what to say and I don't want to talk to anyone. "Don't tell the kids?" I nod while we walk into the house. "They can't know yet." He nods slowly kissing my cheek before walking to his room. It was a date I was waiting for for weeks and it wasn't even set up for me.

"How was it?" His mom smiles and I sigh. "Did if not go well? Did something happen to him is he alright?" Her eyes go wide.

"He's fine," I nod. "I'm not though," they all warned me and I didn't wanna listen he's my teddy bear who would ever think a stuffed animal could betray you. "He wants a divorce," I stare at my beautiful diamond encrusted ring. "He's gonna leave me." I sigh staring at the outfit if put on for him. A red laced lingerie I wore underneath it because I thought I'd give him something special for all he was doing for me. I thrown it to the ground and change quickly I wear his shirt just smiling it really. I then walk down to the basement where I plan on watching old home videos until I can't see or talk because I've cried so much. I grab a box of Kleenex that I've always keep outside the screening room and enter swiftly to start the videos.