Dear Future Wife, How are you today. You must be really beautiful since I was really kind of a picky guy.
There must be a lot of guys attempted to court you. They may have touched your heart with their sweet poems and expensive gifts.
It was fine tho
But wait till you see me
oh wait, now you see me
We just married 8 years ago on February 10, 2001
and I'm still excited
Yeah, still excited.
You see, Elizabeth Almira a.k.a today Mrs. Payne
You changed me. Like A Lot.
You're like a life plumber.
You fixed me up when I was broken, you never left me when I was down, you never find someone else even if I slept with a lot of women.
You are beautiful, talented, smart, hard-working architect and a good mother to our three sons.
When I was 10 years old boy, I wrote to my journal that there must be a categories that I should find first to the woman that I will going to marry soon.
1. Beautiful
2. Popular
3. Rich
4. Sweet
5. Likes to watch Spongebob with me
6. Willing to play basketball with me
7. Knows how to sing
8. Loyal
9. Knows how to cook
10. Only '2 below my height
When I was 17 years old, I ripped that page off because there's this girl who promised who will be there for me till the very end and there's also another girl that made an oath that she will marry me someday.
Well obviously, they all left me.
Of course I was in a relationship with two girls, that's how I became happy with my love life.
So for the rest of my teenage life, I started going out with many woman. I forgot some of their names I think the last one before you was Amanda or Stephany? oh yeah it was your classmate in math 101 class by the way.
When I reached the age of 19, I made a book of girls I dated. I can't believe, I opened it earlier and there were 74 pages. My mind blutter out like I think I was the most successful man in the world and also guilt that you may be jealous after that.
now you know the reason why it's okay if I found out that you slept with a lot of guys before.
Because that's how you met me.
You were the bottle opener to my eyes.
You completely challenged me.
You are the only girl I have butterflies in my stomach for like three years. Honest!
You see, You gave me hope that I could still have a good family even after all the girls that cried over me.
You accepted my flaws and imperfections
I don't even know what has gotten into your mind that time you said yes when I kneel before you and said, "Elizabeth, will you wash our dishes for the rest of your life"
But now I know
Cause there's this douchebag that broke your heart after being in a shitty relationship for 6 years. You honestly expect that he will build a family with you but no honey. Cause that was supposed to be me.
I think I was just on a motel at that moment with some random girl I met at the bar last night.
I'm sorry, I wish I could've been there earlier so I could comfort you that time.
but you're still beautiful to me.
yeah, still beautiful.
I'm sorry I have to cut this story off, I have to fetch our children from the school.
Austin, Tom and Marco were doing fine.
tomorrow will be our 9th wedding anniversary
I wish you were here with me
but I know that you're busy watching over us.
I'll always love you, Elizabeth Payne.
We miss you.
May you rest in peace.
for the story behind
read "I love you too"
