Cant Live Like This... (Chris Brown, Trey Songz, Roc Royal, and Tyga STORY)

How Could He

"Taraji POV"

I just laid there on the floor for a second, trying to gather my thoughts. How could he do this to me again. Once I decided to get up Chris came around the corner looking at me. "Taraji!!" Chris said loudly. I jumped back. "Y-yes Chris?" I say still shook. "This shit starting to stank up my house clean it up now!" He says before walking out the door.

I go to the bathroom and get the  bleach from under the sink, and the Ajax. I pour the bleach first, then ajax on top. I let it sit I grab Chris's Jordans, and get an cleaning rag and clean them off. I don't know who he think he is, telling me to use my tooth brush he is fucking crazy. I put his shoes back in the closet and clean up my mess in the kitchen. I run me some bath water. "Well at least I don't have any bruises. I say to myself out loud."  I get my tooth brush and toothpaste. I soak for about 15 minutes, then bathed washed my hair shaved hair from all the unwanted areas and got out. I wrapped my towel around my body before heading to the kitchen.

I grab me a bottle of water out of the fridge, and begin to drink. I thought I heard knocking at the door I glanced, and didn't see anything. The door started to open, and I jumped back and screamed, dropping my towel, and my bottle. When I realized who it was I yelled. "Get out! You can't be here!" I yelled to Trey. "And what gives you the right to just walk in people's homes like that anyway? I say angrily. " I'm sorry the door was cracked when I knocked the first time, and I wanted to make sure no one broke in, because I care about your safety." Says Trey staring at me.

I forgot my towel had fell and I slowly bent down, and picked it up. I wrapped the towel back around me. "What the hell you smirking at you never seen ass and titties before?" I say dryly He was about to speak when I cut him off. "Please leave you can't be here, make sure you call Christopher before you come by next time ok." I say in a rushed manner. Trey left, and I was relieved.

I lotioned my body put on deodorant, followed by baby powder, and begin on dinner.  My mind drifted to what Trey said he cares about my safety. That statement had my mind blown. Then I begin thinking of all the laughter and fun we've had, maybe he likes me I say smiling to myself. Nooo he probably views me as a little sister him and Chris being cool and all.

I quickly begin to prepare a meal for Chris, and I to eat fried Tilapia (fish) and Spaghetti one of his favorite meals, not that he deserves anything for the way he treats me. I know what your thinking your dumb ass is still with him, well let me tell you this domestically violent relationships are hard to get out of sometimes. It's not easy especially if you had strong feelings for that person, and your hoping and praying to God that he changes. That doesn't make abuse right at all don't give up, and don't give in. 

When dinner was ready I wanted to wait for Chris to get home, so we can eat together. An hour past and he still wasn't home. I decided to call him.

(Rings) (Answers)

Chris: Hello? (As if he didn't recognize my number)

Chris: Hellooo??

Me: B-baby when will you be home I made din--

The phone hangs up maybe he lost signal so I decide to call back, it goes straight to voicemail. I'm so STUPID! I think to myself. I warm my dinner up I say my grace and eat.   I don't know what made me think he wasn't cheating on me STUPID.

He definitely has cheating behavior I wouldn't put nothing past him.  I cleaned the kitchen up and put the food away and headed to bed.

Chris stumbled in the door around 4 am. He called my name in a slurred tone. "Ta...raa..ji," he said slurring. I had my back towards him I opened my eyes, but still said nothing pretending to be asleep. I begin hearing rambling etc, I bit my lip nervously and closed my eyes.