I cry and scream
I beg for it to all be okay again
Was it ever okay?
I believe once upon a time it was
How you say “okay”
Can I ask to be normal
If I beg and plea can I feel important for a moment
If I scream loud enough will you listen to me then
If I cry hard enough then will you look at me!
I know I have done bad thing's that may be forgiven
But no matter how many times you forgive me,
I will never,
Forgive myself.
I know I have made those mistakes
And I still have not learned
That I am nothing
But the mere wisp of a child
Just a silly little girl
With imaginary friends
And make-believe stories
So
If I scream loud enough
Will you finally hear me?
If I cry hard enough
Will you finally look at me?
OR
Am I just a silly little girl with make-believe friends
and imaginary stories
So
I guess-
I’m left to scream
I’m left to cry
Because-
Because you wont listen!
Because you wont just look at me!
So I beg to be normal
I plea for it to be okay
But it wont
Will it?
