I sit on my sofa re thinking of the happy days between me and my husband, I look around at our house, he created this home for himself and his family, once a day a friend or family member will come over to keep me company. Sometimes I just want to be alone and left in my mindset imagining if Harry and our daughter wasn't dead. We had a holiday we were supposed to go to, I looked at the tickets and I ripped them up 'a family holiday' My family is dead besides my dad and I really don't think that he wants to go to Disney World.
I smile faintly at out photo album, right at the beginning where we first met, we were drunk and our faces where creased up in laughter, Harry was looking at me as we laughed. I still remembered that day like it happened yesterday.
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16 years ago
I woke up in the morning to my best friend jumping on my bed to get up, my eyes fluttered open in annoyance as his peppy voice erupted in the room "GET UP YOU LAZY ASS" I heard Louis yell, I swear he is a walking alarm clock. I groan and grab my pillow and attempted to throw it at him. As I was still groggy from waking up, the pillow landed by my knees. I sigh in annoyance as I feel the bed move again. I sighed and heaved my body up with my tired limp arms and look at him "There better be a good reason why I'm up at 10:30 in the morning" he raked a hand through his brown hair and his piercing blue eyes softened. he plopped down on the bed and landed with his legs in a shape of a pretzel, "well, me and my band mates are going out and I ask if you can come... but I can text them right now you have other plans" he said unlocking his phone. I realized what he said and screamed at the top of my lungs, 'Louis meet my inner fan girl, inner fan girl meets Louis' "Oh my god! I love you boo bear!" I leap up and gave my best friend a bone crushing hug.
I felt all giddy inside, a grin plastered on my face as i look around. "what time are we meeting them?" I ask, "in around an hour and half" he said looking at his watch, I stare at him with a puzzled look, he was on his phone that magically tells the time yet he checked his watch. "Whats that look for" he snapped me out of my daze. "It doesn't matter, I'm meeting One Direction!" I practically screamed. I got out of bed and ran into my bathroom and slammed the door shut. I didn't bother locking it as i knew Louis would find a way to sneak in without me knowing, PERV.
I turned on the shower and took of my night clothes off and stepped into the shower, I let the warm water soak my body as I bit my lip softly as I imagined Harry behind me in the shower arousing me with wet kisses on my cheek, the feeling of his teeth graze against my neck and his tip against the small off my back. I didn't know that my hand was teasing my entrance until I heard a cough enter the room. I look past the steamy room and saw Louis. "getting a bit too exited eh?" I looked at him in disbelief the amount of times he has walked in on me while I shower is countless. I decided to speak but it turned out to be a stutter "N-no" I could see the smirk written on his face and i could hear it in his voice "need some help" he asked. My cheeks grew hot and my hands clammy, "No I do not need help". He pouted lightly as i washed my body I turned of my shower and wrapped a soft fluffy towel on my wet skin, the amount of times me and Louis have seen each other naked is crazy, I guess that is one of the reason why I'm not flustered now.
I brushed shoulders with Louis as I walked out of the bathroom, "Where are we going exactly" Louis sighed, "I have no idea" he chuckled "Wear something casual" he added on. I open my wardrobe, I grabbed a pair of black ripped skinny jeans, a white belly top and a pair of white converse. I grabbed a fresh bra and pants and got dressed. I felt Louis eye set on me and a small smirk creased on his face. I turn around "How do I look?" I asked. He smiled slightly "you look-good". I sighed at what he said, "I really need to find new friends" I mumbled to myself. I brushed my blonde wavy curls carefully as I don't want a birds nest on my head. I smile to myself in the mirror. I walk downstairs Louis in tow like a lost puppy, which I find adorable. "Where are we meeting everyone?" I asked casually, I knew Louis wouldn't like me bringing up One Direction in every sentence. He looked at his phone "For me to know and for you to find out" I hate it when he does this, so secretive. He grabbed my hand and we walked outside, I smiled at our hands. He opened the door to his black range rover "Such a gentleman, has fame changed you or something?" I asked raising my eyebrow. He looked to the side "No, you just treat woman with respect." I'm guessing he just thought on that on the spot. "Oh so is watching a girl shower, is treating a girl with respect" I got in the car and sighed softly. Louis cheeks where flustered red "Thank you for saying that out loud" he mumbled. I felt 4 pairs of eyes on me and a few snickers coming from behind me. I turned around on my seat, "So did you have fun in the shower" A raspy voice asked me. Louis entered the car, "ah! I how, erm." I rub my face before replying "How long have you been here for?" Louis looked at me with cold eyes, I shrugged, he could of told me they were in the car then I wouldn't of brought it up.
I heard someone smacking their lips as they ate something, unattractive much, I looked around and spoke "I'm Caitlin" I bring up for some sort of conversation, I hate it when people smack their lips. Liam smiled at me "We know, boo bear always talks about you. Now we know why" A small chuckle escaped his lips "Anyway, I'm Liam to my right is Zayn to my left is Harry and behind us is Niall." Every name that was called a small hello came out, I smiled looked as I looked straight ahead, but I still feel a pair of eyes that dart into my back which makes me uncomfortable. Louis started up the car and began to drive, "Where going to Thorpe park by the way" he grinned at a me, I felt all giddy once again, Its the only place I've never been to. I smiled sheepishly and looked around. Then realized. "Louis, why are you driving?" I asked the boy. "I have a driving license" he scowled. "Yeah but~" I was interrupted by Harry "Butts are for sitting on, not to be used as an excuse" Seriously, who says that. I turn around on my seat and stare at him, "I don't know why your saying that, most probably you've had butts sat on your lap grinding you and riding your one inch wonder in hope that it might grow a centimeter!" I heard Louis snicker at my words. "Actually my dick is, around 7-8 inches, maybe bigger" he chuckled. What boy measures their...I smirked to myself "Okay flash it out, right here right now and we can see for ourselves" I come up with. His face flustered and the car filled with a chorus of laughter, I grin to myself and looked straight ahead and watch the car ride tick by.
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We arrived at Thorpe Park an hour and were currently lining up for Stealth, I bit my lip as I was slightly scared. My stomach felt empty and I didn't like the feeling, Harry looked in my direction "You okay" he asked "Yeah I'm great" I used a fake grin, he nodded his head and went back into the conversation. Boys are so blind. The queue moved, and it was time to sit in our seats, I sat beside Louis of course as he didn't trust me with anyone else. I buckled myself in and saw the large peak, I smiled slightly and looked at the traffic light over our heads it began to turn red, the workers walked past and checked our seats. Another red light flashed onto the ride making me get butterfly's in my stomach. A yellow light came on causing me to bite my lip, I didn't even see the light flashing green as we were moving at a high speed, my eyes where forced shut and my cheeks where moving by themselves as I screamed loudly, when we got to the peak of the hill we moved slowly until we dived down the hill moving at top speed along the track. I peeled my eyes opened and it was over, I breathed out and panted slightly. I look at Louis whose eyes where closed I nudged him slightly, "Louis" I shake him, his eyes opened "What happened?" he asked. "I think you past out from adrenaline rush" I giggled. He sighed softly "I missed it" He grumbled. I nodded my head and chuckled lightly.
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Midnight Memories (Harry Styles)
RandomThis is my story, how I lost my husband and daughter, this wasn't a suicide mission, it was a dreadful lost, not for me but the world around us. Its just me, myself and our big lonely house, it still daunts me that he's still dead, I don't think I w...