You Can't Escape Yourself (Antisepticeye x reader BOOK 3)

Ch 2: What if?

(Y/N POV)

I woke up and saw that Anti wasn't in his room. I went downstairs to see Anti cooking breakfast. My mind was still racing with that one question that there were millions of answers to, yet I didn't know which one would be true. What if? What if he was capable? What if something went wrong? What if.... we couldn't beat him....? I mean I am now the daughter of Lucifer himself but.... I don't know how to actually use my powers. "Good morning Y/N! What's the matter?" Asked Anti he must have seen how deep in thought i was. Do I tell him I'm scared? Would he laugh? Well this is anti I don't think he will laugh.... I hope... "I was just thinking about what happened last night..... I mean what if...." I replied "what if what?" Anti asked "exactly! I don't know! What if somehow Wilford beats us what happens then?!" I could hear the fear in my voice. "Hahaha. Trust me Y/N he won't. I'm gonna squash him like the little vermin he is."  I guess it made me feel a little better but still he's out there and we have no idea what he could be planing.

The rest of the day was pretty good I trained a little bit more then me and anti played video games, we could also hear Dark raging in his room, that was pretty funny. Now it was time to sleep it is 12:00 am and I'm exhausted. I went to my room and crashed on the bed not bothering to even change.

(Y/N dream POV)

I was sitting on a throne in a huge room there was a demon in front of me. I glared at him I could feel anger boiling in my veins. "What do you have to say for yourself" I said my voice bouncing off the walls of the vast room. "I-I I have nothing to say your majesty" the demon said his voice faltering and failing him. "Well then! Kill him!" I said. 2 guards came in with giant buckets of what looked like water, but on the side of one of them it said concentrated holy water.... concentrated holy water? The demon pleaded mercy but they dumped the water on his head. The demons flesh started burning right off his body he screamed in agony and pain I winced and started to cry I can't watch this. I tried to look away but I wasn't in control it was as if I was looking though someone else's eyes.

(End of dream)

I woke up shaking and in tears it was 3:00am i haven't been asleep that long.... what even was that dream? That poor demon.... what did he even do to deserve that?...... I-in afraid to go back to sleep... come on! Pull yourself together Y/N! Your a freakin demon! You can go back to sleep.... no I can't.... I got up and levitated an inch above the ground so that I wouldn't make any noise. I had just learned that trick today. I floated down to Anti's room, when I got to the door I landed back on the floor. I slowly opened the door. Anti looked up from his phone. It's freakin 3am how is he still up?! "Hey Y/N what's up?" He asked "I uh.... I had a nightmare...." I felt so stupid I mean I'm a demon who had a nightmare and is scared I'm pathetic! "You wanna sleep with me? O-or you can go back to your own bed I mean it's up to you..." said anti.... I mean honestly he makes me feel safe I nodded lightly he patted the bed next to him. I slid under the covers and got into a comfortable position facing the other way. I always sleep on that side of my body it's just the way I am (srry if your not like that) I then felt arms wrap around me and Anti rest his head in the back of my neck. I felt safe..... I never want this feeling to go away.....

A/N Sup I'm not ded and bold won't work.... honestly Wattpad... well no... my phone in general is giving me so many problems and that's why the story has been so delayed and I'm really sorry about that! I really hope y'all are enjoying it this far. Imma take in all the praise and happiness cause all hell will break loose soon so imma just enjoy being loved rn 😂