"I wanted to talk about it.
Damn it. I wanted to scream.
I wanted to yell. I wanted to shout
about it. But all I could was whisper
"I'm Fine."
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: di - daskaleino - phobia :
• noun suf-phobia
(1) fear of going to school
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Baltimore, MD | 2015
My dad was like a magician, that could pull lifetime disappearing acts. He was never a figure or example in me & my siblings lives. My mom didn't expect to be a single-parent but, she had to deal with the challenges she was given, the best way possible.We dealt with stages of poverty, my momma would work shifts of her 3 jobs. Leaving home from 5am - 12am in the morning. Leaving her no sleep, & no help. All me and my family could do was leave prayers to God🙏🏽.
People would hurt me over and over again, so I began to think of my bullies like sand paper. They may scratch and hurt me a bit but, I was given the chance to end up polished & leave me haters useless. And that's where and how I started my rapping career, I would write my feelings into a rap song into my, yellow bar book to express my feelings & share it to others to connect.
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Atlanta, GA | (2 years later)
I am now 16 years old &, was given a fresh start. My mother was given a promotion, so we finally made it out of, Baltimore. I honestly, missed my two friends, Myra & Keyvon. But I'm honestly happy, that I escaped a place where I was uncomfortable & judged by the way I dressed.Today was my first day of my new school, so that means no attitude. Which means, that I'm done with the harassing bullshit I struggled in at Baltimore.
| Deetranada Pov |
*ring ring (my alarm went off) as I groaned & did my hygiene routine.
"Diamond Alexus Barmer! Make sure your ass is ready at 6:20am, Jermaine (her oldest brother) is dropping you off to school." Momtranda yelled, as I rolled my eyes.As I examined my closet, I decided to give out a outgoing first impression. But as I went through each, clothes hanger. I found a perfect outfit, that I laid my eyes on. (below)
Along with my cute ass outfit, I had my hair in dirty blonde colored braids , with face jewelry & since I was feeling cute I posted a selfie on instagram. (pic below)
caption: born & raised from B-Mor , but now I'm living and heading to a school in Atlanta🤷🏽♀️😏.
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As I checked my clock on my desk, It was already 6:19. 'Damnn time was running by fast' "Come on Diamond let's go because, I have to drop of Nuz." yelled Jermaine from downstairs. "Okay, Let me grab my bag real quick" I replied as I grabbed my bag, keys & my phone & headed out the door, seeing Nuz in the passenger seat."Get your ass up & get in the motherfucking backseat Nuz" I said crossing my arms. "Watch yo damn mouth Diamond" Jermaine yelled replying to me , as I sighed & hopped in the backseat.
|30 mins later, we arrived |
I was actually here, where my new life begins. & I know damn well I can't mess up my first day. As I entered, I slowly walked confused where to go trying to find the main office , to collect my schedule & locker combination.But as I was walking , I felt a tap on my shoulder. Looking back , I saw a hispanic girl with Blonde hair, as if she could be a skinnier version & flat-assed Iggy Azalea😂. "Can you walk up a little bit? Your covering and blocking me & my girls entrance from your big ass head" she said having her hands on her hips. But I know the fuck-- she didn't juss say I got a big ass head.
"Well, If you actually had sense you would walk around wit Iggy Azalea & her little posse." I said rolling my eyes , while everyone gasped. "Mhm, you must be new.. But don't worry, you will remember this." she smirked and walked away.
After, the little meltdown the Iggy Azalea bitch made. I began walking again still searching for the main office until, a darkskin girl with braids and slightly taller then me, came to me surprised.
"I can't believe you just did that!" the girl said covering her mouth , as I looked confused. "What you mean?." I said with my Baltimore accent. "Nobody ever spoke up to Talia Saginarro, I mean she is like the most popular girl at this school!" she said looking frightened as I shrugged. "Oh and sorry, my name is Flaujee. So I suppose, you new here?" she asked as I nodded.
"Well you got your schedule?" Flaujee asked. "Nah, can you take me to the main office" I asked and began to direct me there.
Why hasen't anybody spoke to Talia? End of Chapter. Enjoy? Vote & Comment!😍 This chapter , a little boring because, its the beginning.☺️ Working on next chapter now😭🤙🏽.
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