Makeup remover wipes S.M.

Chapter 28

He has a chemo appointment today, I wanted to go, I wanted to be his support but he already has someone to go with him. I asked him if he still needed me and he just scoffed, he doesn't like being around me much. It's just so different and I wish it wasn't. I wanted to be the hand he held when they poked that thing into his chest. Last night would've been my last cuddle with him but he won't let me cuddle him much. I just left to room and slept with Justin, but at about four AM Skylar woke up and so did the boys and all they wanted was to play, I tried putting her to sleep and when the boys finally fell asleep I was gonna put Skylar into Shawn's room I guess but I walked to the door and I could hear someone else's voice. I've been up since four this morning.

"Why didn't you tell me!" Nathan and my parents along with Nathan boyfriend Jake squeal at me. I've known Jake for years, he's a part of the agency I used to model for and he was one of my best friends there. Nathan really likes jake too which is nice he's such a nice guy. "Why didn't you tell him," Jake sends Izzy their daughter to the basement. Nathan spent a long time hiding Jake and Izzy from everyone but Izzy and Angelina go to the same school and they're good friends. They're the same age.

"I was going to, but the he had something to tell me too, he just said that he wanted a divorce." I explain. "I couldn't have told him after that, I asked him to drive me home, I was gonna make it like high school again I was gonna tell him in the car for what would be our last car ride together but he had a date. That's who everything was set up for," I look down. "As long as he's happy with her, I'll be fine." I touch my growing bump, I used one of his samples and I was so happy when hey said it took, it was only a twenty percent chance.

"Come here?" Nathan opens his arms letting me fall into them. I'm only this small because at about age twelve I got really sick, I had a brain tumour and I had pneumonia I had a lot of other things too and I couldn't walk on my own. The doctors gave me hormones to stunt my growth so I could make everyone's lives easier. Nathan is six one my dad is six feet my mom is five eleven. I'll always be the smallest of my family, besides maybe CJ and Athena. "Did he ever carry you?" He holds me against him and I shake my head.

"He told me his recovery was slowed down and he couldn't lift anything yet." I mumble into his shoulder. Nathan gets mad all of the time at things Shawn promises but never follows through with. It doesn't bother me as much because he makes up for them except now.

"He's not gonna carry you to the door every morning," he rolls his eyes. "He'll tell you that he's not medically cleared yet and you'll believe him." He sighs a little. "Why don't you get mad at him, ever?" The door opens and falls shut I stay holding myself against my brother. "Catch," he tosses me to Jake who catches me quickly.

"Catch?" He gives Shawn a little notice even making eye contact but as I glide through the air he makes me effort to catch me. Justin however swoops to ground level grabbing me before I hit the ground. "You promised her you'd never let her fall." They give him looks of disappointment.

"Hey guys," Aaliyah smiles walking in but walks off quickly as she sees what's going on. She just really keeps to herself, she has her friends over sometimes and she has all access to the whole house so she takes them to the pool a lot and they just stay quiet she doesn't like interfering.

"Hey Aaliyah," Shawn smiles the most pure smiles I've seen in a long time. "Can we just go by my settlement and be done with it?" He turns to me and I sigh.

"No," Nathan shakes his head taking me back from Justin. "No!" He spits almost. "If you're divorcing her without a reason without any notice at all don't you think she at least deserves this?"

"We could be divorced tomorrow and it will be clean and nothing has to happen." I shake my head.

"But, but I don't want a," his eyes a stern and his answer was firm. "Never mind," I miss seeing his puppy dog eyes mixed with his sweet pure smile every time he walked through the door. He was always so excited to see everyone. He walks off and I slump myself over on the couch. I'm way too nice to him and I just need too learn to be more firm.

"Go tell him you don't want the divorce." They point and I nod I'll do it firmly and I'll do it so he understands.

"Shawn," I walk into the room where he lays on his phone.

"Yeah?" He raises an eyebrow.

"I don't want the divorce," I nod sternly.

"Are you sure?" He stands kissing my neck down my shoulder. "It would mean a lot to me baby doll," the name makes me weak. "I'm just not happy any more." His hands travel as well as his lips.

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He rolls the condom off and turns to face me. "What were we talking about again?" He raises an eyebrow.

"Th-the divorce, I don't want it." I nod with a shaky tone in my voice. I'm so out of breath I'm still enveloped in pleasure.

"Are you sure baby girl?" He hums. "You promised you'd always make me happy."