March 6th

February 27th

      Now she's home. Now I'm lost. I broke my clean streak tonight because my dad's friend did an incredibly horrible thing. Let's just say I can't feel my legs and there's bruises around my waist. I should be going to the doctor's in a couple days to see if I'm pregnant or not.

     I told Anna. I was expecting her to get mad at me and leave me because he did this to me, but all she asked was, "are you going to press charges? He can't get away with this." I loved her even more for that.

     As I was thinking about our talk I started to cry and cry and cry until I finally fell asleep. I had a dream about it. "What are you doing," he asks. I turn around and see the beer in his hand and his eyes darting from my lips to my breasts to my ass. I instantly felt uncomfortable. I just came down from my room to get a drink of water. I knew there was a party in the backyard but I didn't think about what I was wearing. I was just wearing a shirt and underwear.

     He started walking closer to me and I knew something bad was going to happen. On the counter, my phone buzzed. When I reached for it he took it and three it be hind him. "There's no need for that right now," he whispered into my ear as he clutched my waist and tears started to roll down my cheeks.

     I woke up not being able to breath and tears flooding my vision. It was 5:00 am no one to talk to right now. After that I fell asleep crying again and didn't get out of bed until I had to go to the factor two days after.