March 6th

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     That's it. I'm done. I'm tired of this I can't do it anymore.

     Me: I keep your help. Message me soon please?
    
     I texted Anna I wondered if she would care to even respond. If she doesn't in two hours I'm going to do it. I already stole the pills. I'm ready to die. I want to be with my baby. I'm done feeling guilty.

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     Two hours later I'm gulping down dozens and dozens of pills. I'm no longer crying. I've moved on from that. Everything is getting blurry and I quickly send a text to Anna reading "I'm sorry" I hit the send button and then everything goes black as I feel my head hit the bathroom floor and someone's knocking on the door. Then I hear sirens.

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