Love, I'm Done (ON HOLD)

Chapter 6

Chapter 6:

I walk into my room and I close the door. I smile and say we're alone. He smirks.

I ask if he should tell his mom or not so she could call in his absence, but he shrugs and shakes his head. She's a nice mom, not the best, but nice enough. She's had to take care of Jace alone for as long as I can remember.

I walk over to him and hug him tightly, wincing a tiny bit.

This time he asks if he can see them. He says he likes to look at them each time to make sure I didn't cut very deep and about how many, but I like to think it's that he wants to see my body. Hah hah. As if.

I nod my head though and he lifts my shirt over my head and then pulls down my pants nicely, and this has never turned me on before, but it sure is now.

All the cuts are bandaged so he slowly takes off each one, making sure not to hurt me. He counts them. He gets to 84 and stops counting, he looks at me then the ground. I see tears forming in his eyes. He tries to make it unnoticeable and wipes them away, but I noticed. He goes back to counting, silently this time.

When he's done looking at them all, he stands up, leans down and he has his face extremely close to mine, as if he was about to kiss me. I whisper to him 'Babe, kiss me?' And he says 'Really? You wa...' but I cut him off as I pressed my lips to his. At first softly, then harder.

He pulls my head to him to deepen the kiss even more.

I have major tummieflies.

He breaks away and looks at me seriously.

'Ember, I really don't want to ruin our friendship. I haven't told you that your pretty or beautiful or that I love you. I have always thou..'

I cut him off again, 'Jace, stop. I already know. I never told you how I felt either. I have had a big crush on you since like we were 3. Your my best friend so I always thought it was wrong of me and I thought the feeling would go away. I never thought I'd ever kiss you, I don't want to ruin this either but I just.. I love you. I think it would be just more awkward if we go back as if this didn't happen. So please, stay with me today?'

He nods and says 'I can't believe this. Of course I'm gonna stay with you. I want you. I don't want you hurt, I want you to be mine and safe, where no one hurts you.'

He kisses me, it doesn't last as long as the first kiss, but it has the same buzz to it.

He hugs me and I bury my face in the crook of his neck and smell him in.

I realize I'm still only in a sports bra and spanx and I blush a bit.

He leads me backwards to my bed, since we're still hugging.

I sit on the edge and he must be turned on a little as well.

He sadly, somehow is actually still a virgin. It makes me feel like the biggest slut ever. Even if I had only had sex with one boy.

He sits with his legs straddling me, and I switch us so I'm straddling him.

We kiss, softly and passionately.

He runs his hand through my hair and pulls my face into his.

I push him back a bit so he's laying down and I'm on top of him.

He moves his hand from my hair to hips. I press them down to his.

I feel him hard beneath me.

I stop kissing him and smirk, he opens his eyes and blushes. His face gets so red. He pushes me lightly off of him and I start laughing.

'What is just so funny Miss Ember Rae Jaymes?'

I point casually to the bulge in his pants. His face gets more red and he stands up and tries to fix his pants so his 'junk' isn't noticeable.

'Really Ember. Really.'

'Yes really Jace.' I smile at him.

He walks over to the edge of the bed I'm sitting on, smirking, and grabs my face. He starts kissing me passionately. He licks my bottom lip asking for permission. I allow him to explore my mouth with his tongue. A little moan escapes my mouth, surprising me and turning Jace on even more.

He suddenly stops. I don't want him to stop.

'And that, lady and no gentlemen, is how the game is played.' Jace says to me, laughing.

I sigh and flop backwards onto the bed.

'You are driving me insane Jace, you really are.'

'Oh, hunny I know.' He says winking at me. He climbs onto the bed and lays down beside me.

'Ember I want to tell you something...'

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A/N I'm sorry. I haven't really noticed anyone reading and a few days ago someone (user ohdearniall) commented for me to update. So I guess that was motivation to get this chapter up. I will try to get to it more often. Thankyou for staying with me it means a lot.

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