Scars (A Jaegan Fan Fic)

Surgery!

*Raegan's POV; a year later*

The white room felt bland and menacing somehow. The words echoed and everything was just so terrifying to me. Everything was clean and calm but it was almost too calm for me to be calm myself. My heart beating out of my chest at a fast pace as my foot tapped against the floor as I tried to calm my nerves.

My hand tightly gripped the handle of the chair, suddenly I felt another hand being placed on my hand making me snap out of my thoughts and look over to the boy sitting next to me. The handsome and amazing boy with beautiful green eyes and a perfect smile. The boy who used to have a high and cute voice but now had a low and amazing voice. The boy being Justin Drew Blake, my boyfriend.

His thumb caressed my hand as he nudged me slightly making me look up at him. Once our eyes met I saw a smile appear onto his face as he pressed his lips against mine and gave me a long and passionate kiss. Justin pulled away and looked at me "calm down... everything Is going to be okay, you are gonna be okay..." he said in a comforting voice as I took a breath.

"I-I know... I'm just... nervous.." I admitted as he nodded "I would be too. But everything is going to be alright." He told me as I nodded.

Today was the day that I was getting bottom surgery... the surgery that would finally make me feel better about myself. I would have a flat chest and a real bulge in my pants. The doctors had to stop hormones on me cause they are going To be giving me a surgery and I need to have a certain balance. They will continue me on it after and actually fill me with testosterone to make me have the normal functions.

Justin and I both had top surgery and both were on hormones but I was going to be the first to get bottom surgery. I was terrified. What if the surgery went wrong? I was just really really scared. Who wouldn't be?

"Raegan?" A feminine sounding voice said as I looked over to see a nurse as I took a deep breath, I stood up as Justin and his Dad did as well. My parents couldn't be there so Justin's dad came instead. "It's time to prep you for your surgery." The nurse told me as I took another breath, nodding as she looked to Justin and his dad. "They will be able to see you in a moment, but for now they need to stay here." She said as I nodded and pecked Justin's lips and followed her into a room.

I changed into the gown type clothing she gave me and laid down on the hospital bed as a different nurse walked over to me and cleaned an area on my arm, putting in an I.V. It didn't really hurt cause I was used to needles because of taking Testosterone but I still hated shots.

After they were done asking me questions and filling out paper work as well as prepping me and hooking me up to machines, Justin and his Dad came in. Justin walked over to me "they told me to make it quick so I'm just gonna say this. While they put you to sleep, think of me, think of us. You will feel better I promise. Okay?" He told me as he caressed my cheek and I nodded. "I love you Justin." I told him as he smiled "I love you too Raegan." Justin's lips met my own as sparks flew until the nurse came into the room, making both of us stop.

The nurse told them they had to leave so we said our goodbyes and they walked out, the doctors and other nurses coming in shortly after. We talked for a few moments until they put something into the I.V. Telling me to lay all the way back and count down from twenty.

As I laid back I took a deep breath and started to count down as I thought about Justin like he told me, he was right, it did make me feel better. As I counted. I felt myself get more and more drowsy by the second. Once I got to 'Ten' I shut my eyes and fell into a deep sleep.

*Justin's POV; several hours later*

A nurse walked into the room and looked around "family of Raegan..." the feminine voice said as my father and I stood up. The nurse smiled as her eyes met ours "right this way" she gestured for us to follow her so we did and she led us into a room. As we walked in slowly, there laid Raegan, he looked all around the room and I could tell he was high off of the medications they were giving him.

Giggling, I walked over to the hospital bed and smiled at him. "Hi baby!" Raegan said in a really funny voice making me laugh as I looked at him. "Hey Rae" I laughed as I spoke. Raegan looked at me with a shocked face. "Guess what?" He asked as I smiled and tilted my head "what baby?" I asked as he pointed to the covers "I have a dick!" Raegan almost yelled making me laugh really hard as I nodded.

"Yea baby boy, you do" I agreed, nodding as he smiled in content of the fact that he was right. "The doctors told me I would be numb down there for a while and it would hurt for a little while too but after that I can use it normal" raegan told me as I nodded and giggled a bit "yea baby I know, they already told me" I told him as I laughed and looked over to my das who was doing paper work "dad, was I this loopy with my top surgery?" I asked as he nodded making us both laugh as I looked back.

Raegan was happy which meant I was happy too. I was also happy because of the fact that Raegan picked me to be the person to have this adventure with.

I love him so much.

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