Emotions ; What We Feel And What We Say

Dear Brother

Dear Brother,

I knew that this had to happen, that one day you will go to college and things would work the way they used to be but you see Destiny has signed a contract to always stand against me .

So I knew when you were with me things never spoke or made me remember something but now Each and everything makes me think about the endless memories we had made .

I knew that I might miss you but what I didn't was that I would end up having my eyes full of tears .

I knew that things might turn boring but what I didn't was I would turn lonely now .

I knew that without you house won't make me feel the same way but what I didn't was that now NOTHING makes me feel the same way it used to make me .

I knew that I won't have to share anything but what I didn't was that I am going to miss it like Hell !!

I knew that with you time passed way too easily but what I didn't was without you even a minute would turn out to be so long .

I knew you were my brother but what I didn't was that you are not just my brother; you are my friend, my teacher, my counsellor , my encourager, my best critic .....

I knew that with you I could do any mischief but what I didn't was without you I won't feel like doing any ...

I knew that now nobody is going hide my hair bands and annoy me in any way but what I didn't was that it had become an integral part of my routine.

I knew that without you I would still be breathing but what I didn't was that living would turn into surviving .

I knew that only you can manage the weird, crazy, ,angry , stubborn, childish, naughty me but what I didn't was that now I don't feel like being me .

I knew that all this was coming but what I didn't was It is way TOO HARD to deal with it that I had thought .

And if you ask me why I didn't tell you because I know that you feel the same or more than I do it is just you somehow keep it all to you but even after endless tries to do it like you do I fail miserably because you somehow catch me each time I do ....

And at last I knew that I wasn't a very expressive person when it comes to emotions but what I didn't was that each time I will end the call with you I would end up saying Come back soon .... because at the end I know that when I will need you the most you will be always there for me ..

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Note : THESE ARE JUST MY
THOUGHTS AND OPINIONS !
NO OFFENCE
NO HARD FEELINGS
:)
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Writer's Note :

So for this one the main purpose was not just to write and then for people to read it , This is to all the ones who feel the same , the every same emotions when their siblings have to leave them for job , education or any other reason but aren't able to express them to anyone .

To all the ones who can relate with it I know it is really hard but I we all can do it because at the end of the day they are going to come back so till the time they are on their way let's try to be strong and keep fighting the battle ....