MANAN: Unbearable Pain of Love

CHAPTER 27

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Sanjh did her dressing and serves the breakfast for them . Today she brought Allu ke prathe which are Nandini' s favorite. Nandini with a small smile inhale them and rubbed her hands and show her teeth to Sanjh . Sanjh smile on her excitement and forward one morsel to her. She happily eat with Sanjh's hand. Sanjh feed her properly like a good elder sister and then Nandini made her eat the prathas . After finishing their breakfast Sanjh put the plate in the wash basin and came back to Nandini who is lost in her thoughts. Sanjh click her fingers in front of her..

Sa: where are u lost Madam ??

N: kahi nhi.. tu beth na kadi kyu hai

Sa(sitting beside her): le beth gae.. ab bol

N(holding the pillow tight): I am confused

Sa: confused... confused about what

N: kuch samajh nhi aa rha ... jab-jab khud ko strong banne ki koshish karti hu koi na koi aake mujhe kamjor feel karwa deta hai

Sa: kon ???

N: last week incident was also arrived in my life to break me and it actually did... but

Sa: but...what Nandu

N: but .. it gave a very little and tiny hope too

Sa(smilingly): that's great ... kya hai vo hope

N: itna kush maat ho .... Mujhe us umeed se koi farak nhi padta

Sa: nhi ..tu jhut bol rhi hai ...tujhe farak padta h..mujhse nazre maat churae

N(looking somewhere else): esa kuch nhi hai

Sa: aacha to phir kaisa hai... tu hi bata de

N(with pouting face): Saaaajh

Sa: what Saanjh...

Nandini started to move to her room , but Sanjh words made her stop in the mid way. She closed her eyes tightly and take a sharp breathe ...

Sa: usse se umeed h na tujhe... jisse tune friendship ki hai

N(turn back ): me mana nhi kar pae is baar uski dosti ko.. or isse bt ko leke me confuse hu . me nhi karna chahti thi dosti , nhi chahiye thi mujhe koi hopes ..par me kya karu mujhe kuch samjh nhi aa rha .

She sit on the couch with a sad and nervous face. Sanjh look at her grumpy face and sit beside her , holding her hands in her.

Sa: ek moka de ...

N(shockingly): Whattttt

Sa: ha..ek moka de..bhale he bharosa maat karna , har baar , har pal usse test kar ... jis tarah se tera bharosa tuta hai dosti or pyar pe se .. uske baad me ye nhi kahugi ki tu uspe bharosa kar le... but atleast ek chance to de ... shayad vo deserve karta ho .

Nandini look at her with hopeful eyes, on which Sanjh nodded in yes. Sometimes its too tough for a person to make new hopes , new relations , with a new comer of your life same is happening with Nandini, her past life, her past incident taught her not to create, hope, faith and relation. Sanjh was waiting for a respond from Nandini but she saw that her eyes are reflecting pain and insecurity about the decision . Its hard when you create walls around urself , walls those walls which never let anyone enter in your life. Nandini also create huge walls around , she don't anyone to cross those walls and here she is giving a chance to someone to cross those walls.