HIM

Me

     Ever met someone who was in pain? Either mentally or physically?

If you haven't well here I am, name is Jocelyn Orlando Tomlinson.

I know I'm not the only one who has drowned in her own tears, we always have those people whom we trusted. But ruined it over and over, always asking for forgiveness, until finally you don't trust nobody.

You try to escape the world

But it's impossible,

Trust me I have tried to disappear, it just never works.

There's many people who ruined me, my uncles they molested me when I was six probably younger too. Aunts they took me out with them to their clubs, I was only thirteen when they made me do things that I shouldn't be doing. There's still more....

The girls parents who made her drown in a lake full of her tears, who made her cut herself each and every night, ever since she was ten.

I'm not dead yet.....

Well at least not yet.....

My horrible past, is something I hope nobody has gone through, or ever will.

Every night, right at midnight i wake up with tears falling off my cheeks. Remembering the times I was abused me. How many damn TIMES I told them to stop!!!!!!

Yelling and yelling but nobody would hear, or just ignored it.

She..........

She was  special, she took care of me, like if I were her , no matter what type of help she was there for me.

But it was HIM

He was the one who killed me inside.....

Other guys hurt me too.

But not as much as HE did, she died because of HIM

And I'm planning out how I'm going to get revenge on every single person who was killing me slowly,

Im not going to kill them, I'll just make them live in hell.....

But HIM, HE will die.....

Authors Note
Guys, this is all fiction, I made it up. This has never happened to anyone I know or to me. But if this has happened, I am very sorry for what happened to you pm anytime, I'll be happy to answer. I'll be updating like my be once or twice a week sometimes more or not, especially because I started school. -_-
But hope you enjoy, give it a like comment, I love reading comments! And yes 1D will somehow will be involved ;)