A lil' heart for you...

A lil' heart for u...

  A boy growing up in a middle class family asked himself gazing on the virtual screen projecting a love story that,"What this love is?" Is it the blissful and gracious bond being in sync with that of the showers of heavenly touch called love that is well projected in a few of a million virtual screens or is it something like an attractant that is transient just like nothing in the cosmos.The latter doesn't even sync with a water bubble that shows evident firm bonding amidst the molecules like"All for one and One for all."He was also well aware of the so called "Love" that already flooded the society which made him question himself,"If they were in love,why are they apart now ", "what is it that changed the entire story","Is there something really called love in a way that is bombarded in the picture tube of the virtual screen or is it a real virtuality that only seemed real" or "If love is very well confined only to the realms of attraction."

As the boy was floating through his teenage days,on one hand changes in the hormonal and physical level started to show its mirror of existance and on the other side he was loosening the grip of his inquisition of reality as it was normal under the societal influences which was further watered by social evils like pornography,ravages etc. The wrangle of either being onself or being the mass so entangled him in a way that now he started considering love in the realms of physical dimension and transient attraction became the foundation of his so called love concept.Love without conscience played its game in a full swing and turned him towards ruthless exploitation of the pornography world.The momentary pleasure drawn from it became the reality of his life and now and then he knocked its very door.With the passing time he almost closed the doors of his inner conscience that was the only way then that could uplift him from the very shuttered physical and emotional deterioration.Now his personality manifested a ship without a radar.

But deep within himself,he was on a strenuous journey to wrap up himself and once again catch hold of the moral and emotional integrity that once used to be his jewels.With the rolling game of time unable to see his own self-made deterioration somehow he managed to convince himself to gain back the real himself . Just then he put forwarded a single step towards self realization by becoming aware of the entanglement that he was in,the doors of his upliftment slowly started opening up.Gradually he found his own very best friend and it showed up to be his own arduous craving to rest in the feathery bed of truth.The sooner he realised the presence of the jewel in his basket within his own very existance,now he cannot catch hold of himself but to dig enough to reveal the truth of attraction,intimacy,love and sex and their interconnections.He now was not going to stop till he finds the truth concealed and garnished by the prevailing odds of the society that was disintegrating his personality.

Without wasting a drop,he was all set for his wonderful and adventurous journey of self realisation.And his first triumph welcomed him when he realised that science could be his partner in this quest for the reality and it can be the sun that can brighten up the concealed reality and became his first stepping stone towards light.A bit of his thirst was quenched when the hijacker chemicals(Dopamine and Oxytocin) came into the picture.These were the chemicals of attractions that was released by our very body to get going with the opposite sex. Now all of a sudden he was aware of the of the very truth of attraction and as to why he gets attracted towards the opposite sex and why does porn seems so attractive and that the answer were the influx of the notorious hijackers in the body.

But then another question popped up in his speedily growing curious and aware-some mind."Why nature has gifted us with such hijackers when we know that it is these Dopamine and oxytocin that entangles us in such a way that we are wrangled up".Once again it was science and his growing deep inner understanding that came up with all the answers.And the answered followed as,it is these hijackers that are the seeds of love as without the infatuations of electrons of the heartily molecules there cant be spark that can lit up the bulb of love .So he now came to know that attraction is the thread that holds two different minds together.It act as a catalyst towards a journey of deep inner realisation and that love is more about respecting each other,acceptance in its own way ,its about a friendship that is beyond any conditions,expectancy(unrealistic), its about holding each other when one stumbles in the journey of life,its about rejoicing the togetherness that is so rare,its about a partnership that is beyond profit and loss statement.

In a nutshell its not "Me" and "I" but its about "We" that matters .Its just like the thread of life shared by the fish and water and its too divine to get expressed in words.

So readers dont be in a "fisherman-fish" relationship but instead be in the "fish-water" relationship and love requires no riches but a small fist of love and respect. With that note keep loving and rejoicing love and life...))