One may say that the hardest thing is to lose someone close, a wife a husband a child a parent a friend.
Death takes it from you never again to be there is this the hardest thing?
Or is the hardest thing to lose the one you love, the one who makes it the best day ever. Who makes you smile, makes you cry, makes you belly laugh till it hurts and holds you when you cry when you have to say goodbye.
The hardest thing is to realise to understand when you have given away the best thing in life, the person who makes you! Gives your life meaning gives you hope.
To tear them apart and watch as the smiles fade, to see the sparkle go from that once shining face. To see the pain in the eyes as they look at you and realise, to hear it in their crys to see the tears of love die away - you who hurt them.
The knowing yes the knowing you did that you made it happen you caused it you gave away the best and destroyed it you destroyed them.
Thats the hardest thing!
The knowing it was you, the person who caused so much pain and hurt to the one you loved.
Having to live with it no escape no release never being able to fix it never being able to make it better.
Thats the hardest thing.
