can't fake it anymore

the question

" let me get this straight "
i knew right then and there it was a mistake asking him . but i had no choice .
" you want me to pretend to be your boyfriend so that Jack will take you back ? "
okay before you guys completely think i'm pathetic i have a good reason for wanting this . Jack is my ex , we broke up because he thought it was best , clearly it wasn't. i'm still in love with him and there is no way he's not still in love with me , we spent 4 years together . he asked me out in 7th grade at lunch , ever since we were like best friends and a couple all in one , if was perfect.
" yeah .. " i said looking at the ground . i was a little embarrassed about asking him , he was the cool guy. the hot guy. the guy with all the friends and a just as hot twin brother. everyone wanted to be them or be with them. in my opinion, Ethan was the nicer brother , Grayson was kinda a douche sometimes tbh .
" okay . but what do i get ? " he asked looking in my hazel eyes .
" uhh well what would you want ..? " i ask feeling nervous.
" you can clean my room everyday after school i guess " he said putting out his cigarette. thank god , i hate the smell of smoke. it's disgusting and so unhealthy.
" okay i guess that works for me , but uh i don't have a car so could you drive me to your house when you want me to clean ? " i asked started to stand up and wipe off the pebbles and dirt from my butt since we were sitting on the concrete outside the school doors .
" okay whatever . ill see you late y/n " he said standing up and walking away . this is not gonna be fun but for some reason i'm excited