Personally, i don't know why i keep doing this to myself. I was supposed to break things off with you because i'm so scared my depression will consume me to the point where you don't know who i am anymore. Yet i cant. I love you so much it hurts. I cant stop thinking of your sweet kisses, your warm hugs, and that beautiful smile. Have i gone mad? Everything ends tragically, i know this will break my heart. Yet i cant keep away from you.