Love me; Love me not

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Shownu P.O.V

I woke up from that same dream once more. I have been having this dream for the past three weeks. Since 2 weeks ago. My friends say it's love but i know that that's not how love works, at least i think i do. This girl transferred to our school two weeks ago and when ever i see her she's all i can focus on. She's smart, quiet, mysteriously cute. I was never really the type to "fall in love" but who knows. I think the rest of this school year is bound to be interesting. I look over at the clock that reads 7:15, then rolled out of bed and did my morning routine; streach, brush my hair and teeth, and get dressed, well at least how it was supposed to go. My dad was busy in the bathroom so i had to occupy myself until the bathroom was available. After getting dressed my dad was still in the bathroom so i just left the house. Today was the day im going to ask her out. I mean i know it's only been two weeks but there's no harm in asking, right?

When i got to school i see Kihyun and Hyungwon waving for me, "Yaaaah!! Black Bear!!" i just laugh it off because today is the day that i ask her out, i dont want any bad vides today. When i reach were they were i seen Her walking into the building,
"Hey big where ya going? You gotta walk Chankyung to class." Kihyun said amist my steps away.
"What about the mints you asked me for???!" Hyungwon yelled even louder, i mean he did catch my attention so i walked back and grabbed some mints out of the little can thing and began to proceed. When i got in the building i saw her and Jooheon talking before she waved goodbye and went into the classroom laughing.
"Jooheon!" loudly whisper to him,
"Appa~! You didnt forget about me~" he came skipping over to me "What no?! What were you and Y/N talking about?" Jooheon stares into space assuming he forgot. "Oh..nothing." "Really?!" "I think so." "Oh..okay," "Hyung..what have you been eating," he scoffs. "Mints that Hyungwon gave me, why? Do my breath stink?" i said a little scared, "No, but if you want her eyes to freeze over do just do what you're already doing." "Too fresh?"
"Too fresh," we walk into class together, there she is, "Good luck" he pats me on the back before walking to his seat, "Circles..squares.." he repeated to his seat while making finger images with his hands. I give myself a little hoot before making my way over to her. "Hey~" My voice cracked when i said hello, and she started chuckling at my mistake, "Ummm~ sorry, ahuum," i clear my throat, "Would you like to go on a date with me? Maybe let me sit next to you during lun-" "No thank you."
"O-oh okay," and with that i went to my seat, "You good bro? Did she say yes?", Jooheon asked, "No. She said "No thank yew,"" i said mockingly. "Well i mean at least you didn't get embarrassed in front of the class." he tried to cheer me up, "Watch this, Circle...circle, square.." he said with his fingers following along with his words. "That's not going to work. I mean it doesn't really hurt. I just wanted lunch with her." i admitted, "Make your way to your seats and let's begin." Mr.Ko started his lesson shortly after, i went into haze again that is until he called me to come to the front of the class. "Mr. Shownu your partner will be Ms. Y/N." the teacher announced to the class, "Your assignment is to find each other's weaknesses and your strengths to make yourselves strongers. Shownu meet her friends and Y/N meet his, ask them questions, take notes, this is everyone assignment for the next two months. This goes for everyone in here. Everyone final grade will be an A after this project. After that graduation should be a week later so i guess we wont see each other. So consider this as your end of the year project. Let's end this year well."
The next period bell rang, "That's the bell, everyone get outta here. Remember it's due June 9th."

"In all seriousness..SHOWNU GOT REJECTED BY THE GIRL.. and now she's his partner for the project. Isn't that funny," Jooheon told the others during lunch, "Well i mean Shownu, how did you ask her out?" Kihyun asks curiously, "I asked if we could have lunch together." Wonho scoffed "Just lunch? Not a date? Wow. You're too soft." "Coming from the guy who asked his currwnt girlfriend out in a love letter he put into her locker, that she couldn't get into so the janitor found it first then gave it to her, woah you're one to talk," Chankyung blurted. "Aishh, i oughta..Shownu you have company." When i turned around expecting someone completely different from the person i actually saw, it was "Y/N..?" she closes her eyes and whispers something to herself, "T-the t-teacher said t-to work t-together," she said very low, "What did you say?" Kihyun said, "The teacher said to work together. Imgoingtothelibrary!" she squeals as she runs out the lunch room. "Well that was awkward," Chankyung said out of the blue, "Shut up." Wonho says, "You should go after her," Hyungwon says ignoring the other two bickering, "I think she said the library." "Mmh." was the last thing i said to my friends on my way to the library.

Surprisingly the library is full of people. I thought it was just only for studying but no. It's just a PC room but in school. "Excuse me, have you seen Y/N," i ask the lady behind the counter, "Uhhhh.." her eyes shift around, "Check over there," she said pointing to a corner of the room. When i got to the corner to my surprise it was empty, so i went back to ask her again, "Excuse me, she's not over there," "Yes, she is. Look." she pointed into the corner again and there she was, "Ahhh, im sorry," i gave an apologetic bowed and made my way to the back. "Hey~" i awkwardly, and that wasn't the end of the awkwardness.  We finish and the sun was no longer high up in the air, the sun is setting is an atheistic i don't mind waiting all day for. We checked out of our schools library and stood at the entrance for awhile, "Hey which way do tou live?" i asked curiously,  she looks into my eyes as if she was looking for some reason not to tell me,  she turns facing the school building and points towards it, "You live on the other side of the building?" she nods and says goodbye/goodnight as she walked her direction by herself. I don't know what type of man id be to let her walk alone at night so i slowly trail behind her, we are walking a good 5 meters apart, then a dark figure steps out from one of the alleyway that were pitch black, i no longer have her insight. I began to panic until i felt spmeone kick the back of my knee allowing my body to fold, i quickly grab the shadowly figure and pull it down with me. It released a sudden squeal, i quickly grab the person's head  towards myself for our crash landing.
I look at the figure, "You okay?" i asked very concerned, "Im fine thank you," a little voice push out, "Unnie!" i hear a familiar voice screech from the dark alleyway. There she was Y/N, "Shownu?" she says confused, "Unni??" i say looking at the body im currently hovering over, "Pleased to meet your acquaintance,, Shownu," she said staring into my eyes, while slowly wrapping her arms around my neck, "Wow, you're handsome my dear junior." she say slowly taking off her mask, "Im Y/N unni, Kim Seechul. You must be Shownu seeing how my sister knows you," Seechul is our schools best acher in the National Archery team, she is also my sunbae in my honor classes. "I only have two questions, first why were you following my sister home? And question two depends on your answer for question one," she said with her eyes shooting dagers at me then back at her sister, "I wanted to make sure she gets home safe because it was late when we left the library. We have an assignment for our end of the year project and we have to write about each other for it," i answered truthfully without hesitation, "Good, then i won't have to ask question number two since I'll being seeing you more often," she winked at me before making her way towards what i assume to be their house, "Come on Y/N! See ya around Shownu," she waved still walking away. Y/N didn't say anything to me, she sent me a deadly glare then followed behind he sister.

Day 1;
"It's just the beginning"
-Shownu

[A/N]: Well here's my new book. New books will be updated more often because i have new types of inspiration,  my next book shall be a BL ft. ....
Till next time Cìao 👋

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