Fool for you (ZIGI)

Stop looking for love

Gigi didnt know why but in all of her relationships, never has she felt love, of course she was always attracted to her boyfriend, but that was all, all she felt was attraction there was never authenticity in her relationships, it was all flirting and playing around, she has never found what people said would make your heart stop, never has she experienced butterflies in her stomach, no time-stopping moments, no sparks, nothing... and oh how she ached for it, she wanted that deep passionate love that would make you lose your mind, but no matter how she hoped for it, it just didnt happen, all she felt was brief happiness, she liked the people whom she dated but that was all, she liked them and no matter what they did they never got to make Gigi stay because she felt nothing for them, she kept on looking for love, she kept on hoping for love but it never happened, maybe she wanted it too much and thats why she never fell in love, maybe she should stop wanting it...

So that's what she did, Gigi stopped wanting the perfect love and just be happy in the moment, she stopped looking for love and it found her, but not in the way she expected...

Gigi was currently in a relationship with DNCE's main vocalist, the one-third of the Jonas brothers, Joe Jonas, she liked Joe, he was kind, cute, and charming, he fit in all the qualities that Gigi wanted in a man, he was tall, handsome, and a musician...how Gigi always got infatuated with hot singers, theyve been together for 6 months and Gigi thought that maybe Joe was the one, because Gigi started to have weird feelings sbout him, maybe he was going to be the one who will finally make her fall... Oh how wrong she was... because what she felt for Joe paled in comparison for what she felt now...

Gigi and her friends were currently in 10ak, they were all girls and theyve been in the club for a while that not one of them was sobber, they were all happy drunks, but with all the smoke and people dancing, Gigi felt closed in, she wanted to get fresh zir, so she left their little stall and headed for the rooftop where not many people hung out because the winter air was cool, so she got shocked when she got to the roof and saw that it wasnt empty, there standing in all his brooding beauty was Zayn Malik, the bradford badboy of one direction, Gigi's breath hitched, as their eyes met, God he was so attractive...

Gigi couldnt move as all that she wanted started to happen to her, she felt time stop all of a sudden along with the beating of her heart... seeing nothing and no one but Zayn in front of her, and as she stared at his eyes, what she saw gave her pain, this wasnt the eyes of someone happy at the success of his group, this wasnt the eyes of someone in love with his fiancee, this was the eyes of someone lost... this was the eyes of someone broken... and how Gigi loved fixing broken pieces...

"Hi," Gigi approached him carefully, not knowing what to do or say, but she never wanted his eyes off of her, she wanted all of his attention.

"Hey," Zayn replied, not knowing what to say, they were strangers after all...

"So...uhm...what's a guy like you doing in an empty place like this?" Gigi asked, intrigue clearly present in her eyes, while Zayn was in a mental battle with himself, he was weighing his current situation, he could clearly hear Perrie shouting at him to walk away because girls like Gigi arent good company to be around if you want to keep your relationships intact, he could also hear his bandmates shouting at him to be careful and to not ruin their teams reputation, he could also hear all his managers shouting at him to get away from Gigi because getting linked with her wouldn't do good with his teams image of being sincere and innocent boys liking genuine girls, but he didnt care anymore he was tired of all the restrictions, he just wanted to be free, so he let go of all his inhibitions and decided to stay and maybe get to know her

"Nothing just thinking... how about you? What's a girl like you doing in a place like this?"
Zayn raked his eyes all over her physique, he was impressed; she was really a beauty, even for a model, and he couldn't help but compare the woman standing in front of him to the woman he was going to marry, Perrie.. Perrie was everything he asked for as a young boy, she was the perfect princess to take home to his mother, an ideal role model for his sisters, but lately his mind has been so chaotic, like a labyrinth, and it's a maze Zayn can't get out of, every time he feels like he sees an exit, the maze changes, and the future he once envisioned isn't what's staring in front of him now...

"Zayn? Zayn.. Zayn!" He snapped out of his daze to see his own Aphrodite looking at him intensely .

"I'm sorry what were you saying? I got lost there for a bit." He scratched his neck awkwardly, he hated encounters like these, especially when he had to say sorry, because that's all he felt these past few months, the word sorry haunted his life, and it seemed that every bit of happiness was chased out by guilt, self-pity, and destructiveness. 

"I was saying that I'm here because there's not a single whiff of breathable air downstairs, it's just pure smoke with the stench of sweat." Gigi explained as she scrunched her nose, as if she was smelling the foul odor that she escaped from.

Zayn chuckled, his deep voice reverberating in gigi's ears, "I told you the truth... can you tell me yours?"

Zayn didn't know why but he felt hypnotized by the eyes of the woman in front of him, her eyes wasn't the eyes he shied away from, he felt as if he could dive into her blue-green eyes and everything muffled, that everything chasing him in his nightmares might turn to a dream.

"I think that When you're looking like this I just can't resist it." their eyes crossed and met, and the booming sound of the club turned to silent whispers, and in the night they could see one thing in clarity, and that was their evident want and need of companion through the countless painful nights, and their eyes glinted.