Dear Will Turns
I regret trying to be friends with you. I regret sending you and inbox saying hi. I'm like that you see. I love to know new people. I started to like you. You started to like me. We went out and I was actually happy. Then we broke up. You said you didn't know me so we made a promise that we would try to get to know each other better. A few days after our three day relationship I found out you tried to kiss m best friend the day we broke up.
You didn't know how much pain you put me through that day. I felt as though you tore out my heart and burnt it, and then tried to put it back.
I can't hold grudges. So that's why you 'loved' me. The only reason you liked me was because I couldn't hold grudges and I'd always go back to you.
A few weeks later we started to try again. This time we were seeing each other a lot. Talking. I got to like you again. Maybe even love you.
We lasted a few weeks until you decided to go out with someone. You broke my heart again. I promised myself that I wouldn't go back to you. I promised myself that I wouldn't let you hurt me again. But no.
I'm Evie Megan Russell the girl who hates hating people. The girl who had no feelings. The girl who you can play and she'd move on in a matter of seconds.
I'm not. I have feelings. I cried in front of you when I tried to explain to you how much you hurt me but you only laughed.
Agin a few months later we were 'onnit' and we were thinking about a relationship. But I didn't know if I wanted one. I didn't want one. So I decided to get my own back.
Without telling you I didn't want a relationship I was asked out by my current boyfriend. And I think I'm at the point of loving him. It felt good to be able to say I played the player. But really you didn't change did you? No and really. It sounds harsh but I wish you were dead.
Scincerly
Your Ex
Who's name you've probably forgotten.
