Warrior cats x reader [slow updating]

Cloudtail x reader // too scared to be lonely

Y/n - your warrior name
E/c - eye color
P/c - pelt color
Thx for 100+ reads!! ☺️😁and sorry it's short. 😖 I might remake it...
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Your P.O.V IN the medicine cat den.

I sighed and looked to my right. I saw Brightpaw or...now Lostface. I felt bad for her having such a bad injury and a horrible name to remind her what had happened. It's all Bluestar's fault! I sighed again. I was so foolish too go with them. Swiftpaw and Lostface. I should've stoped them because now swiftpaw is dead..! And Lostface well has a lost face!! I sighed again and started to cry slightly. I remember how and why I went....

Flashback~~~~~~~

" come on Brightpaw!!! " Swiftpaw meowed, " Cloudtail got his warrior name!! But we worked just as hard and just as long!! "
" I know swiftpaw but what can we do to make Bluestar make us Warriors?? " asked Brightpaw. " hmmmm, " swiftpaw was obviously thinking, " how about we go to snake rocks and take care of those dogs!! Blue star will have to make us warriors then!!
I gasped. " who's there?!? " hissed swiftpaw.
I then walked to them, " it's me. "
" (name)paw?? Did you hear us?? " Brightpaw asked. I sighed. " yes. "  " your not going to stop us! " Swiftpaw basically hissed.
I sighed again. " I'm not.....I want to come. Blue star didn't make me a warrior either. " I meowed. " R-really? " Brightpaw asked.
" yes. " I meowed. " well then let's go!! "
" ok!! " me and Brightpaw meowed at the same time but she sounded scared. We walked together and I saw Cloudtail look at us. I looked at him and basically glared, he then looked away. 

We got to snake rocks and found a dog.

" w-we should go back!! " Brightpaw meowed scaredy. I just hissed. " it's ok brightpaw it's only one dog!! It's three to one! " he meowed....a bit loudly. The dog looked at us. I froze it was one dog but it's bigger than us.
I then found Enough Courage.
I hissed then jumped at the dog Brightpaw and Swiftpaw did the same. We were winning until 2 more dogs came!! " we can win!! " Swiftpaw hissed Determinedly. " I don't know if we can!!! " I yowled. Then another yowl came to my ears. " Brightpaw!!! " Swiftpaw yowled. I was running for my life and climbed a tree. I watched/Heard the two talk. " what are you doing swiftpaw run! " Brightpaw meowed slowly. " I'm so sorry I brought you and (name)paw here. " he then began to fight the dog and he was loosing I saw Brightpaw blackout and then I jumped on the dogs back but it threw me of and I hit the tree, I screamed in pain but got back up. I tried to help swiftpaw but a different dog grabbed me a shocked me. I saw Swiftpaw jump on the dog. After that all I remember is pain. I saw the dogs  leave as Swiftpaw's body didn't move. I cried a little bit but the saw cats come my way...I then blacked out.

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I sighed and then saw Cloudtail come in. " how are you....l-Lostface. " he mowed sadly, Lostface just looked away and sighed. Cloudtail then sighed. " hey....(name)paw you okay?? " Cloudtail asked. He obviously saw my wet fur...from crying. " yeah.....I'm..fine." I lied. I then looked away. He sighed again then left the den. I sighed when he left. I heard Br- I mean Lostface sigh. I looked at her and I saw tears, " Lostface......you okay?? " I asked worriedly. She sighed, " I loved Swiftpaw and it's my fault he is d-dead....." I looked at her sadness yet happiness. " it's not your fault....and I-I know how it feels to lose someone you love." I sighed sadly and looked away. I heard Lostface mutter " I'm so so sorry Swiftpaw....and I'm sorry (name)paw. " and with that we both fell asleep.

~~~~Timeskip~~~~~~~~~~

I tried....I tried to love but when I love something bad always happens.....ether they die or hate me. I sighed and looked over and saw Brightheart....with Cloudtail. My eyes burned with jealousy. I sighed again I shouldn't Love Cloudtail he'll probably hate me. I looked up and sighed for the millionth time. I got up and walked out of camp....I saw Brightheart and Cloudtail get up too, so I just ran into the forest tears following behind me.
" y/n!!! Y/n!!!! " I heard some cat yowl my name but I didn't care I just kept running.
I found a Beautiful place and laid down and let tears fall down. I fall asleep but I'm later woken up, I look up and see Brightheart and then I growled and looked away. " y/n I....I am sorry I don't love Cloudtail but I don't want it make him sad....i ( sighs )....

I'm leaving thunderclap.." she meowed calmly.
I knew I didn't like her but she didn't have to leave. " what?!?? " I yowled. " I'm leaving I don't love Cloudtail I love swiftpaw and I-I just don't want to live here anymore. " she meowed and turned to leave. I stared at her until I cloud no longer see her.....

Cloudtail P.O.V

I don't know...I don't know who I like Brightheart or...y/n?? " ughhhh " I hissed. I then saw y/n ! I shot up from where I was.
" hey y/n...what's wrong?? " I asked worriedly.
" nothing...." she meowed. But I knew she was lying. I sighed and we both walked to the Warriors den.

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I was sad but happy why was I sad well Brightheart left without telling anyone...and the reason I'm happy is I'm going to tell y/n I like- no love her.

Your P.O.V

I sighed and went to go hunting. Swiftpaw a death is still in my mind. I shake my head to get rid of the thoughts. I then heard some cat run behind me. I looked and saw Cloudtail.
" hi, " he meowed. "....." I didn't reply. " y/n c-can I a-ask you something? " he asked.
" sure......" I meowed.
" ok so what I'm about to say is something....well I hope it doesn't ruin our friendship but here I go.."
wait...is he... I ask In my head but get cut off.
" will you be my mate??? " he asks.
I cried, happy tears..." YES! " I yowled. He laughs and tackles me and starts to lick me and I purr with happiness.

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No ones P.O.V

Y/n Lied down in the nursery and looked at her swelling belly that's full of kits. She looked and purred. Cloudtail came into the nursery. Y/n purred and they rubbed heads and he licked her swollen belly. " they're going to be beautiful, " he meowed and sat next to y/n. " they are..they are. " y/n meowed and looked at Cloudtail. " thank you.. " she meowed, " for what?? " Cloudtail asks confused. " for showing me how it feels to be loved. " she meowed. He purred and licked her head.

Finally I know how it feels to be loved