Yes. I am done having crushes 100% done
1. Crushes are distractions.
2. It hurts to see them flirting with other girls (or guys, idk depends on chu XD)
3. It's so hard to keep my eyes to myself.
4. If they start to date a person other than me. (Dies on spot)
5. Constantly worrying if they like you back.
6. Finding out other girls/guys like them too.
7. And if you can't even talk to them you don't have a chance... #me
So I'm officially done. Well I'm trying to get over a crush right now, and I barley ever have crushes and when I do there bad and horrible.
(True Fact I've Only Ever Have Had Two Crushes EVER because they last for like three years)
Reasons why there horrible:
1. I can't keep my eyes off them. It hurts to look away.
2. I can't talk to them, and when I like half to my voice goes super high pitch.
3. I like freak out internally whenever I think there looking at me, or whenever they speak to me.
4. Its awkward for me to half to sit, stand, or do anything with or around them.
5. I worry way to much and spend a lot of time wondering if they like me back.
6. I start to think I'm not good for them.
(I don't even know my mind is stupid a bit)
7. I don't get jealous when I see them talk to other girls. I instead just wish I could be more like that girl and have the guts to speak more since I'm that quiet person that everyone thinks there something wrong with.
8. I feel like there judging me.
9. I notice almost everything they do or say #StalkerMag
10. I accidentally end up shoving a paper into there face saying repeatedly "I like this one, I like this one, I like this one..." Thinking there my friend because there wearing they same color of coat, and I then walk away as fast as I can when I realize WHO they are. I then feel like crawling up in a whole and dying. (Long Story Turned Short)
So yeah I'm trying to not have any more crushes.
It's not like I talk to them anyway. If I talked to them then maybe I would enjoy the crush, but nope my crushes are not in my favor I guess.
#SingleShortiePotatoForever
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RandomI've tried to make one of these before and it just failed... Guess I'll try again?
