• NELIPOT • { Jimin x reader }

THE BEGINNING OF THE END.

" C-can you please do a re-check? T-this can't be true!". Jimin slapped his hands against the desk, his voice reeking of desperation.

The doctor sighed in defeat before looking straight into Jimin's eyes.

" I'm extremely sorry Mr. Park. But it is true. We already did a re-check," He replied with gentle eyes which reflected sympathy & pity for the blond-haired man sitting in front of him.

Jimin averted his gaze, he hated those eyes. He hated it when someone pitied him, he hated that look with his whole being.

But that was not the problem at hand right now. His heart was pounding inside his chest and even the simple task of breathing seemed difficult to perform right now.

" B-but I- I'm not ready.! I'm s-so young for this! Isn't there a permanent cure!?" He asked, with tears flowing from his begging eyes. The doctor calmly shook his head before placing his hand on Jimin's shaking ones.

" I understand Mr. Par–"

" NO YOU DON'T.! You don't fucking understand how it feels!! BECAUSE YOU'RE NOT GOING TO FUCKING DIE IN A MATTER OF MONTHS OR WEEKS FIR GOD'S SAKE!" Jimin yelled at the doctor who wasn't taken aback even a bit. The doctor maintained his stoic, poker face.

He sighed again before continuing, his behavior giving away the fact that he's dealt with situations like these before.

" You're absolutely right Mr. Park. I wouldn't be able to understand even if i tried to. But i suggest that you live your life to the fullest in these remaining days you have left to live."

Jimin didn't even try to suppress his loud sobs and cries now.

Why me?

The doctor took one last glance at Jimin and left after gesturing the nurse to leave the young man alone for awhile.

Jimin buried his face in his hands, shaking uncontrollably and crying out loud.

After approximately 15 mins he had calmed down, but not entirely. He was blankly looking at the ceiling above him with dead eyes that held no emotion.

" Who knew I'd die so early? I haven't even lost my virginity. Who knew I'd suddenly die after just successfully building a steady life for myself."

" Wh-who knew i-"

New tears welled up in his eyes as he thought about the line he was going to say next. He finally fully thought about the sad fact that was lingering in his head for quite a while now.

No matter how many times he pushed it to the back of his head, it still ghosted around inside his mind, haunting his attempts to try and think positively.

" I- I couldn't even confess to her."