Y/N's POV
I cried till my eyes stung.
I cried till my tears stop running down.
I cried day and night.
I cried... Over a boy.
That boy was Park Jimin. That day my dark side took over me. I was not in control of myself because... Because of him. He made me feel special. I was his princess.. Or so that's what he calls me. He puts me first than anything. He was my first and last love. He said he will stay by my side forever. But that day went on and shattered my heart into a million pieces.
I can't stop having my nightmares everytime I sleep... That was until... It came true. I felt like I was dreaming but I wasn't... I was wide awake.. And I can feel his slow and steady heart beat on my shaking body. That day I wished I was dreaming... My nightmare came to life... It haunted me for days.
I was sleepless beyond then. My mind keeps drifting off to that day...
-Flashback-
"C'mon princess I'll take you somewhere special tonight"
Jimin said brushing his hands on my cheeks and slowly gave me a long passionate kiss that we shared inside my room. We both parted and smiled at each other like idiots. He held my hand and took us to the the place we had our first date... In the woods. It was our 3 years anniversary as a couple, he dragged us to the deepest part of the forest and I gasped almost teary eyed.
There I saw a fairy lights hung up on the trees, white table and chairs, flower petals scattered on the ground, and a perfect view of the full moon giving us the perfect lighting. He made us a candle light dinner under the moonlight. A tear escaped my eye and saw jimin standing in front of me and holding a Velvet box.
I widened my eyes and gasped as he bent down on one knee and opened the Velvet box, there inside was a diamond ring shining and sparkling. I sobbed uncontrollably and finally he spoke...
"Y/N... We've been through a lot of hard obstacles, hardships, fights... But that doesn't mean I will never stop loving you... I know this sounds cheesy but... I love you to the moon and back... Or maybe farther than the moon perhaps. And after all this time... I never realized that... I love you more than anything in the world... You are special to me... You are my princess and I would be glad if you accept to be my... Queen. Forever till death do us apart"
"oh jimin... Yes... Yes I do!"
I said now crying happy tears and letting him insert the ring on my finger. He smiled and embraced me in his arms kissing me roughly and filled with passion. That night we ate, we laughed, we played, and even danced. Finally it was time to go back home. We left the forest smiling and holding hands.
I ran laughing and giggling while he chased after me when there was light in front of me coming closer and closer.
"Y/N!"
He screamed pushing me and got hit by the car. I screamed and ran up go him... He was losing too much blood. I sobbed and placed my hand on his chest, I can feel his heart pumping slow and steady. I held him in my arms while the driver that hit him called for ambulance. He looked at me, tears coming out from his eyes and smiled.
"princess... Never forget that I love you... I will always be I'm your heart guiding you to happiness"
"no... no... NO! JIMIN! DON'T LEAVE ME PLEASE!"
and with that he gave me a last kiss before his life ended. I cried hugging him tightly, blood everywhere. The ambulance came and saw me clutching onto his lifeless body and some police. The police arrested the guy while the ambulance took jimin away from my arms.
-End of flashback-
The pain...
The suffers...
I cried momentarily still wearing the ring he gave me... Two years ago and yet I still can't move on. But deep inside I can feel him... I can feel his soul hugging me and comforting me everytime I cried in pain.
He was always there... In my heart. Just like what he said... His soft warm lips... I can still feel them like he just kissed me yesterday but he didn't... It was two years ago... Before....
He died.
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