Gone But Not Completely

Well before we start let's just take a trip down memory

My Childhood (back story)

Well you know those best friends that you have when your little and you inseparable? Yea I had one of those except he was a boy, and his name was Bradley I mean I wasn't little little but I was about 5 or 6.

I met Bradley in kindergarten. We always had parties and play dates together. As I said before we were inseparable. Well the whole concept of "crushing" on someone wasn't really something trending until like 2nd grade. And that's when I realized what is was, because I found out we were in different classes and I was devastated. Bradley assured me that I had nothing to worry about, so I trusted him. Eventually I got over it but we gradually started drifting away from each other. Well then we got into 4th grade.

During 4th grade I figured out what jealousy was because a new girl moved to town and her name was Alex. I didn't realize I still was crushing on Bradley. So one this led to the next and I started wanting to hang out with Bradley all the time. I wanted all of his attention. And I didn't want him talking to Alex at all. Well it worked and we became pretty close again.

Now we get to 5th grade. Bradley and I are closer than ever and we finally have a class together again and as a bonus we even ride the same bus! I am so happy and feel like this is going to be a great year. Well we approach the last two months of school and Bradley and I are sitting together on the bus together when he leans over and says:

"Hey Rydell who do you like?" asks Bradley.

"I'm not telling you!" I reply with a smirk on my face.

He just looks at me and then just gets this glint in his eyes and the corners of his mouth pull into a huge grin that makes me laugh.

"What if I guess?" The question makea my heart pump really fast. Could he actually be about to ask me if I like him?

I play it off and smile.

"Sure knock yourself out!"

Well this goes on with him continuously guessing every guy in our grade except for him when suddenly one of my friend Destiney speaks up.

"Bradley you idiot! She likes you!"

Bradley turns and looks at me. I feel my face get really hot and my heart starts racing really fast.

"What?" He says looking at me, back to Destiny, and finally back to me again and looking no where else which makes me even more nervous under his gaze.

"Yea.."

That's all I could say. We finally got to my stop and I rushed off the bus without looking at him.

As far as I know things didn't change between us. I asked him who he like but he never told me. It started to bug me but I didn't really push to much.

We reach the last day of school and we all say our goodbyes. The 5th graders say good bye to their teachers, school, and friends that were going to different middle schools. Bradley was going to a different middle school than I was but he said we would talk and hangout when we could. I made he promise me.

I go over to a friends house later that night and I check my Facebook messages and I see one from Bradley.

"Hey yea I don't want to talk to you or she you again. Bye!"

"Lol isnt that a little to harsh of a joke?" I reply.

"I'm serious. I'm going to block you from my FaceBook." He replys 5 minutes later.

I try to message him back but it won't send. I'm bawling my eyes out. Why is this happening? Why is he saying that? Did I say something mean to him? So many thought are going through my head and sit there and try to rap my head around what just happens and why he was saying that. Is it because he found out I liked him? Well my questions were about to be awnsered.

"You and your little friends need to stop bothering Bradley and messaging him saying you like him!" A girl named Devon messages.

"I never messaged him saying that!!" I reply quickly.

"Whatever! just don't talk to him!"

Well let's fast forward to the present....

I'm 15 now. A freshman and Lake View Highschool. So far high school has been really great and I have made a lot of new friends with the exception of losing a few. I'm boy crazy (as to be expected). And I have also had about 5 or so boyfriends. I currently like a baseball  player named Ryker who has such a cute boyish smile.

Well I guess we can get one with the story now.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Hey Everyone! This is my first story if you couldnt tell. Sorry it took to long to give the back story but I didnt want to have flash backs every 3 pages to get the point of what happend across. I just wanted it to get across what happend to Rydell in one setting. I hope that you guys enjoy that and comment what I should try to improve to my story! These are still under editing so bare with me. Sorry this might have been boring!