She's lost, lost in this big world. The only person she felt comfortable talking to was gone, he moved on with his life and she is still hoping that maybe one day he will come back. That will never happen, he's finally happy with someone else. I just hope she's good for him, he deserves someone amazing. Someone that makes him happy, someone that will make him feel alive but most importantly someone that loves him unconditionally.
She has no one to talk to late at night, no one she can tell her secrets to. She needs someone that can talk to her, and listen to her even if all she does is talk about HIM.
She misses those late night texts, those long talks about nothing but that meant everything to her. Those random 'I love you' or 'I miss you' texts. She could text him at any time and he was always there. No matter if it was 2:00 am, he would always reply.
But that's all gone now, everything she feared would happen. Happened! Everything is gone, and she doesn't know why. All those amazing moments just walked out the door. He walked away and he took everything from her, all her hopes, her dreams, her heart !
Those times he would show up at her doorstep. all he wanted was to see her even if I meant waking up early to go see her when she was alone. They would lay in bed, talked, watched tv or listened to music. Her favorite part is when he would lay next to her and told her how much he cared about her. How he wished she wasn't with someone else because he cared about her and he wanted to be the guy she could hold hands with in public. She could kiss him and they wouldn't have to worry about who would see them.
She wanted that too but now it's too late. He's gone and he's happy. And she's missing him like crazy, Remembering all those amazing moments they shared, but he's finally happy.
& that's all she wanted, for him to finally be happy even if it was someone else. . .
