Tears rolled down my eyes as my mom yelled at me across the door. My headache grew, and grew, and grew. Telling me to leave. Leave home and run away. She stopped yelling and my brother suddenly spoke.
"Yonji-ah... Open the door." I didn't want to open the door but I wanted to, I wanted Seonjo to come to me and hug me, and to make me have confidence in my self. But not this time this time I didn't want to see his face either.
---1 hour earlier---
Mother came down stares as she saw me clean the kitchen.
"Oh My God." she said in her disappointed voice. I was used to that but I was still hurting inside me.
When I came home from school I told her that I had a really bad headache and I begged her to please not make me clean. But she still made me.
My brother was in the living room. As he looked back just when those words came out her mouth.
"is that how you clean?" she questioned.
"Mom doesn't she have a headache.. Please don't scream at her" I knew that from my brother voice he was concerned. Mom came closer to me as she smacked the back of my head. I wanted to say stop for all these years that she hurt me in and out. At this moment I felt my eyes getting watery. But I decided to hold it in.
My hands formed a fist. But I was was mostly sad. As she went closer to the sink I stepped back going to brother.
"is this how you really clean." she stared grabbing all the clean dishes that were set on the table, and stared putting them one the sink along with the dirty ones. I saw Seonjo standing up and once again hugged me. Covering my eyes. I stared crying as my mom yelled 'is this really how you clean' in her mad voice.
"let go" I mumbled
"Why.. Can't you see she making you cry" when my brother said those words he was right. My entire life was like this moment. Fighting and screaming. But I refused to let that happen.
"I know just let go." I finally spoke in my normal voice. He stoped hugging my and looked at me, and then looked back at his shoulders. Seeing it wet with my tears.
"stop" I mumbled once again. My mother still didn't stop but kept going but this time she grabbed the ones that were in the cabinet.
"I SAID STOP!!!" she finally stopped and looked back at me.
"WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE YELLING AT!? I AM YOUR MOTHER! HOW DARE YOU DISRESPECT ME LIKE THAT!?" My heart sank to my stomach. But then I realise That I had to say it what I feel. As my heart rises up again to it's right position. I looked at my mother with my eyes filled with fire.
"can't you see.. That this is not you.. You hate me and yet I love you. " I went closer to her without hesitation I suddenly spoke again.
" can't you see that all these years it was hurting inside.. Even if you touched me, it felt like I was going to die. Or get beaten up again.. By my own mother. Is that how you treat your kids! You don't care about us!" I pointed to the door with my index finger (meaning outside)
"All you care about is getting dumped by those dirty people how just want you for money and-" I felt myself being slapped across the face. But his time it wasn't my mother is was my brother
"You can't just say that to our mother." I rolled my eyes in anger. But then my eyes were watery. I hurried back upstairs to my room locking the door behind my.
A tear rolled down my eyes. Once I felt that single tear more came and came and never stoped. My mom yelled at me across the door. My headache grew, and grew, and grew. Telling me to leave. Leave home and run away. She stopped yelling and my brother suddenly spoke.
"Yonji-ah... Open the door." I didn't want to open the door but I wanted to to, I wanted Seonjo to come to me and hug me, and to make me have confidence in my self. But no, not this time this time I didn't want to see his face either.
I grabbed my book bag and put some cloths in is and put more then 5 water bottles. I opened the door and both mother and my brother lookes at me.
"that it why dad left us. But once again I still love you." I sniffed as I walked past them. But hey my brother stopped m
"let go" I tried to get off his grip the then felt my hand being graded on tighter. I finally got off his grip and started to run, to run away from home. To somewhere safe somewhere where someone will love me.
Funny note:
[*sarcasticness (I don't even know if that's a word)*
wow first chapter and its so short. Great job 👏 park yoongi. u r the best writer. Mhm best writer.👌✍️
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