blanket after blanket
i just can't seem to warm up
piggy bank after piggy bank
i just can't seem to save up
big step after another, i'm tired
kiss me softly
it's okay, i know the passion is there
be gentle with me
be fragile
it's okay
a little bit of heartbreak is okay
i'm sensitive, i'm cold
i'll scrunch my nose and feel my cheeks get warm
smile with stained teeth and feel my hands get steady
i'm sorry i don't have that effect on you
i'm sorry i don't seem to put in the effort to
every night i think of paragraphs, pages, novels
of what to tell you
yet i sit in silence and speak when spoken to
i'm sorry
i'm sorry i am this way
i'm sorry
i promise to get better
i promise i'll get better
just don't go
one more chance
just one
i'm not enough and that's okay
i'll do what i can
hell, i'll do what i can't
just don't go
mold me
morph me
i promise to change
i promise i promise
anything for one more kiss
just don't go
