POSSIBLY British (Harry Styles Fanfic)

Day 36

Before you read this I want to suggest songs to listen to while reading this Kay? kay.

Not a bad thing- justin timberlake
Oath- Cher Lloyd
Strong- one direction
Maybe your right- miley Cyrus
It girl- Jason derulo

•Ella's pov•

Today is day 35. That means I have gone 35 days without talking to my boyfriend. So 5 weeks. No one will ever know how long 5 weeks is until they've spent it like this.

Since that night at Lana's party I stopped worrying that Harry was cheating on me. I chose to give him the benefit of the doubt. Until last week. I wrote him a letter, and sent it to his management to make sure he would get it. He never replyed.

So when he gets in from London tonight at 11 pm I will not be there to greet him. I will not call, text, write, or try any form of communication to Harry.

If he wants me, he is going to have to come get me

Lana and I skype every night we're not hanging out. Ja'mia is gone and I'm nearly half way through my only semester of senior year. I have straight A's and I got my exceptance letter into Florida State. I've been talking to Ashton a lot for the past 3 weeks too. Nothing really serious, just being freinds and stuff. Life is getting easier by the day.

I'm fighting to be happy. In the end I. Will. Be. Happy.

I told myself I wouldn't stay up worrying about Harry. That if he wanted me he would come get me, not the other way around. I even took Benadryl to make myself sleepy, but of course tonight it is doing nothing.

So here I am. Hugging my knees in the cold, damp, February air. I have no idea why spring break is in February this year. It won't actually be spring for another month and a half. Heck I've been so out of it lately next week may not even be spring break, it might just be christmas.

•Harry's pov•

"Haz mate you've got to calm down. It's going to be okay." Louis shushed me, rubbing soothing circles on my back

"What if it's not though. I wrote Ella a letter everyday since management told me I couldn't have my phone back. She didn't respond once." I sobbed

"She may not have gotten your letters mate. What if you sent them to the wrong address, or someone took them."

"This isn't a dam- movie Louis this is real life. I haven't been able to contact her in 30 something days. She probably has assumed the worst. What am I supposed to do?" my voice was shaky and tired

"I suggest that you go straight to her house once we land. Tell her what really happened, I'm sure she will understand."

......

As soon as we landed I was sprinting through the airport.

"Niall mate will you get my bags, I have to get to Ella." I practically begged

"Yeah, course I will. Go on bro." I thanked Niall before running toward the door.

Paul tossed me the keys to my range rover, and for what feels like the millionth time, I'm speeding to Ella's house. Before I knew it, I was standing under Ella's balcony listening to her cry.

"Ella." I tried to speak but I choked on my words

"H-harry?" Ella climbed down the little escape ladder and planted herself in front of me.

"Where have you been harry. It's been 35, no it's midnight, 36 days since you have spoken to me. Tell me Harold, what am I supposed to make of that?" Her tone was harsh yet it was lovely just to hear her voice.

"I wrote you every day for the past 4 weeks Ella Jane. Every day. Management took my phone and refused to let me contact you. For what reason I am unaware. But I need you to know that I love you more than I have ever loved anyone. I swear on everything that I did not cheat on you nor did I stop loving you." I felt a hot tear stream down my cheek as I stumbled over my words

Instead of her yelling at me, or slapping me, she hugged me. Never before had a hug felt so good. I didn't know that anything other than a kiss or sex could feel this intimate. A hug of all things is making me feel absolutely amazing.

"Harold Edward Styles." Ella said into my sweater "never leave me again, ever."

"I won't, I swear it." I breathed, kissing her on top of her head

"Can we go to our hill." Ella asked

"It's after midnight, your parents will kill me."

"Who cares about them, the only person they would actually hurt would be me so you have nothing to worry about."

"If anyone hurts you, I'll get them babe. Like whoop their arse."

"How so?" Ella giggled

"I would chop their balls off and feed them to a zebra."

"Yeah remind me to delete vine off your phone later." Her perfect laugh is perfect. She is perfect. Every flaw she has is perfect.

I don't know if I've ever spent so long just feeling absolutely blessed to be in someone else's presence. She is God's gift to me, and God knows I don't deserve her.

•Ella's pov•

So day 36

Day 36 is the day I stopped missing Harry. Day 36 is the day that I got him back, it's then that I realized he needs me as much as I need him.

We went to our hill that night.

It was freezing drinking cold and I think I would have died of hypothermia if it wasn't for the warmth that I feel inside when I'm with Harry.

I've been his girlfriend long enough that I shouldn't feel all tingly on the inside at the mention of his name. It's been this long and I still have the biggest crush on this boy.

I keep falling for him over and over and over. I hope that I never stop falling. I want to be on my death bed and see Harry and have my heart flutter one last time just from the sight of him. I hope it's that heart flutter that just kills me over dead

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Howdy doo chicken poo!

I know the grammar in that last sentence is atrocious btw. It's supposed to be.

I don't know about y'all but I'm glad Harry is back. And I'm glad Ella forgave him, she's so sweet like akdhshsbw I want to be her.

Lolz anyway I cannot thank all of you enough for the 1k reads y'all are absolutly fab.

I'm sorry this chapter is shorter. I'll try and give y'all a double update this week. How does that sound? Good I hope.

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