It all started last semester when I was with my friends I posted a video on instagram. I got in so much trouble everyone thinks I'm a idiot because I Am they all smile and pretend I'm normal... I'm not I stand out they all give a a polite grin like they are going to say something but never do they act like it's ok to not be or feel normal.
I can't, I just can't, I can't stand being called something Im not sure I'm not I'm not sure if I even feel real like a dream I need to wake up I need wake now I need too. I can't do this they blame it on my ADHD no that's not it. I way over my head. I don't know how I can do this alone... I need you I need your help to come and stop what's coming of me.
People have said she'll never make it past high school I'm not sure if I will my life is too hard for me to Handel my friends make it look easy to juggle life school sports.
When I'm smiling I'm dying
When I laugh I want to cry
I learned to just put a smile on my face and forget it then when I'm alone I feel nothing I can't feel emotion barely anyway you are most likely thinking wow this is a sympathetic story no it's not my life sucks I drown in a desperate need of help
I do the things i do because... I'm asking for you to notice me, notice me for one second...one second all I ask but you don't care you don't know me you think it's a faze nope not at all. I can't believe my life is falling apart from one thing to next my parents don't trust me badly feel like they even love me I'm not even sure I'm wanted here I'm not sure I ever did belong here.
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This is the real me
AdventureThis is how I feel about mostly everything school,friends,family my life hates me
