I look in the mirror...what do I see? A sad face looking back at me...
I see a tear....roll down my face...
It hit the floor and I scream out "NO MORE"
Why am I crying you ask? My baby is leaving....My frind wants to cut....My mom was in the hospital....My grandma is going into sugery tomorrow....My other grandma is dead....I need my dad. I wish Daddy was here to hold me and tell me everything was going to get better tomorrow and I would believe him even though I had that feeling in my heart where I knew he was lying but I still had that little bit of ope that HE would make me feel better tomorrow and we would go riding or something but what do I have letf? I have nothing...an old T-shirt that I can't wear....the memory of what my little brither said when my dad got arrested? Remembering that today kinda killed me so I tried not to cry infron of my boyfriend...I have so many memories of my dad in this house. I wish he could call me.....I better write him a letter and tell him I love him before it is too late. I netter go...I love you Daddy ~Sam Sam (My daddy's nickname for me) #FFL
