All Of A Sudden

Chapter Twenty One

Suga's POV

I'm just pretending that I don't want to be with her in my room. I don't want to make them suspects on that.

"Suga. Why did you acted like that? You hurt her." Jiminie said with an angry voice.

"What?! Me?" I replied.

I didn't notice that I act too much. I hurt her. I feel sorry.

"Did you know she's crying awhile ago? She feel upset. Are you mad at her?

"Ah huh?" I said.

"Don't do it again or else." He added.

"What?" I said.

He just leave me alone. I realize it.

"Suga. Can we talk?" Namjoon said.

"Yes. About what?" I said.

"About Muffin." He seriously said.

We go outside. Then we sit and talk about her.

"She will stay. We search for people who is missing in the day we hit muffin. If you don't want to see her or make her sleep to your room, you may say it to me." He said

" I really want to." I murmured.

"What?"

"Nothing."

"Min Suga. Your too much. She cries before you said it. I can hear her sobs." Namjoon said.

I have guilt on my self. I have to say sorry to her. But how? I'm not good at it.

"Muffin is a wonderful girl. She blend at all of us easily. Jungkook get mad to her at the first but they have great interaction today. You know, everybody loves her except you." He emphasize "YOU".

"Nah, Stop talking. Please." I said it make me more guilty for what I've done. I open the door, then I see her sleeping.

"Pabo!" She sleep at the couch. It's cold there.

She coiled herself to ease the cold. I see her teary eyes, her breath is not normal.

"You're heavy!" I lifted her walking through my room. She needs to rest. The couch is too short for her.

I place her at my bed. I memorize her physical features. I really saw her before but I don't know where.

"I'm sorry, I don't mean to do it. I'm just pretending. Sorry if I can't say sorry when you're awake , it make me shy. You're familiar to me. I really want to say sorry." I apologized while looking to her innocent face.

While her eyes shut, she hug me. Hug that is so tight. I'm shocked. I think she's dreaming.

"Don't leave me. Please." She say while crying.

"I don't." I replied.

She stop crying now but not letting me go. I hug her back.

"Muffin."

I leaned my face toward to her.
My lips invade her. It just smack. I put away my face quickly. Her lips is like mallows. It so soft, driving me crazy and to plead more but its not right thing to do.

"Good night." Then I walk downstairs and sleep at the couch.