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Ethan~sad

(WARNING TRIGGER ALERT)

I looked down at my phone and scrolled through the comments.

A few tears ran down my cheeks as I scrolled through the endless supply of hate comments.

I have tried so strong but these comments were just unbearable.

There were comments like.

"Your so ugly go kill yourself"

"Ethan deserves better"

"Eww go kys"

Ugly, fat, bitch, slut, hoe, whore and so many more.

I just couldn't take it anymore.

I ran to the bathroom and grabbed my razor out of the shower.

I smashed it and grabbed the blade.

I drug it across my skin. One for being ugly. Two for being a bitch. Three for being a slut. Four for being hopeless. Five because nobody likes you.

I started crying historically.

I couldn't take it anymore.

I ripped down my shorts and started slicing my thighs I wrote words like fat, bitch.

Then I wrote Ethan's name.

I suddenly heard the front door slam shut and Ethan call out "baby girl are you here".

No. No. No. he wasn't supposed to be here till tomorrow.

I tried to get up to lock the door but I didn't have any strength.

I heard Ethan start running up the stairs and I started freaking out.

I tried to stop crying but I couldn't control it.

Next minute the door flies open to reveal Ethan.

"What the fuck" Ethan said.

Everything started going blurry.

Ethan rushed to my side and wrapped my in his arms "hold on I still need you" he yelled to me while diyling 911

"Hello what is your emergency"

"My girlfriend just tried to commit suicide" Ethan said quickly while crying.

"Okay what's your address"

"(Your address) and please hurry" Ethan said.

"Okay sir we will be there as fast as we can"

Ethan hung up the phone and kept telling me it was going to be okAy.

Soon the paramedics rushed in and put me on the stretcher and carried me out toward the ambulance.

Next minute everything went black.

ETHANS POV

I can't believe (y/n) did this to herself.

I mean she is so perfect and I don't know what I would do with out her.

Two weeks later

I have been sitting in the waiting room for about 2 weeks and kirra is still in a coma.

I have hardly eaten anything.

Gray has also been coming in to see kirra a lot.

I mean they have been best friends since pre school.

Both of us have been a total wreck.

Next minute a nurse walks out to the waiting room.

"Anyone for (y/f/n)" the nurse called.

Me and grayson both stood up quickly and walked over to the nurse.

"She is awake but I'm sorry so,etching went wrong and she only has a few days left to live" she said

I just broke down into tears.

"Would you like to see her" the nurse asked.

We slowly nodded our heads and walked in.

She looked up at me and smiled widely.

I sat in the chair next to her and held onto her hand tightly.

"I will love you forever and always" she whispered

Then her heart rate line went flat and there was a large beep.

"No docter, please someone help, you said she has a few more day" I screamed.

The doctors ran in

It's now been 6 months and the doctors did everything they could but kirra never made it.

And here I am standing on a chair with a rope around my neck.

I can't live without (y/n).

So if she can't come to me I will go to her.

"Forever and always" I whispered then stood of the chair.

The rope tightened around my neck and everything went black.

This was so long anyways 657 words