Words in the wind

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I write for the sake of reason
That maybe one day in between these words I might find what I've been looking for
One day I'll forgive my mistakes and stitch up my scars
And forgive
Cause that's all anyone wants right?
Forgiveness. But see forgiving means forgetting and I can't forget.
You left bruises and scars and marks I can't erase I still feel your hands around my throat, your fist against my face.
Everyday I promise myself a new beginning but i just keep going back one step further from myself and one step closer to you. But see I'm trying to run from you but your toxic air is addicting your slurred words are luring me into this hole and I can't get out you locked me in this cage full rage filled me up with sadness and I'm beginning to drown. And you enjoy that.
You tell me I'm beautiful,
prize me like a gem but than you tell me no one will love me and throw me like I'm worthless.

So how does one forgive if one can not love?

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