Love Me So I Don't Have To - COMPLETED

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Okay so you're asleep right now. You're so cute when you're sleeping. Honestly. You mean so much to me. I would honestly die for you. I'll do anything to keep you happy. To keep you safe. And most people would say we're moving too fast, but can we really be going too fast if the past three months with you has felt like three years? I was never the hopeless romantic but I've fucking fallen for you. I truly believe you're my soulmate. If those are even a thing, I have no doubt in my mind that it's you. Not even a goddamn sliver of a doubt. Sure, we're kids. Sure, we haven't been together long. But goddamn it **** I love you. I have not doubted it since the second I realized how strong my feelings are for you. If I'm being honest, this is getting to be a goddamn book. Maybe this can be the writing I've been working on for the past couple of days lol. No, but seriously. Our love is something I never thought I'd be lucky enough to experience. Another thing if I'm being honest about I'm like slightly drunk and listening to fucking five seconds of summer. And all I can think about is how much I fucking love you. I want to marry you, you goddamn wonderful piece of fucking heaven. At this point, I don't care what my future consists of as long as I've got you. You're the world's everlasting beauty, I swear. You're the indescribable sunrises and sunsets. You're the beautiful flowers blossoming in the early spring mornings. You're every gorgeous mountain range. You're every wave crashing softly against the rocks. I fucking love you. I'm kinda crying. I really want to spend the rest of my stupid life with you. I will do anything and everything for you. I want to explore the whole world with you. I want to look at every star with you every night. You are my home. You are my love. You are my baby. You are my soulmate. You, ****** **** ********, are the one being I want to spend forever with. I want to start a weird, yet amazing, family with you. I want to wake up to your handsome face. I want to fall asleep in your arms every night. I want to just live life with you. Everything else may seem existential at times, but you are the only exception. I fucking love you and now i'm crying and ohmygod i love you and holy shit youre real and goddamnit i will give you my whole everything without hesitation i love you

-me