Relinquish (Camren One Shot)

Everthing Changed Today

Once you start loving someone it just doesn't stop."
I walked a step closer to her just to see her walk a step back and I could feel the desperation within myself I know I'm losing her.

"To hard to forget someone who has given you so much to remember Camila." I took another step towards her and by some miracle she stayed put, but she's studying me. She's questioning my feelings and with that it proves I fucked up.

"Please say something Camila because I'm not strong enough to let you go." I turned my gaze away her because seeing her in that wedding dress is slowly killing me it's like every nerve, artery, vein within me is getting cut up.

"Lauren you can be strong enough to try." Now I really don't want to look at her. With my head lowered I caught the sight of my tear drop hanging from the edge of my nose fall onto the ground .

This is it this is the Goodbye

Within seconds of silence and trying to convince whatever that is left within my heart I had to let go because that's what she wants and I failed her so many times before and I can't do it again that's what I promised her I wouldn't let her down.

"It's painful to say goodbye to someone you don't want to let go, but more painful to ask someone to stay when you know they want to leave." With that being said I surprised the both of us when I rushed at her and I grabbed her face but when I looked at her kissing her would only break her more so instead of bringing my lips onto hers like my body is screaming for me to do I just gently kissed her forehead and inhaled her scent her Goddamn Vanilla scent that comforts me.

"I'm sorry Camila for every tear shed, every heart ache, every headache and for making you feel like you weren't loved. Have a nice wedding Camila." I let go of her and I walked out fast of her dressing room only to bump into Dinah out on the hallway.

"What did you do?" The poisonous tone on her voice is what should be expected from her. She probably thinks I tried to stop Camila from marrying Diego.

"I did her and you a favor I let her go." I pushed past by Dinah and I pulled my phone out

"Dad I'll take you're offer I'll go to California." I tried to hold back my tears I didn't want my dad to think this was an act of impulse.

"Really honey?,California will be good for you so this is what's going to happen stop by my office and tell Cheryl that you need a flight to California what's today's day?"

I flicked my wrist to see the date on my watch.

"It's September 11."

"So tell Cheryl you need a flight for the 15 so you can have time to prepare for the meeting on the 18 so go to my office I'll be there in an hour I'm having brunch with Mr. Richards."

I pulled out my keys and started the ignition so I can start my way over to my dads office.

"Ok dad." Right before I hanged up he said something to me that showed me what I did was the right thing.

"I'm proud of you Lauren." I couldn't hold in my tears anymore that's what I needed, I needed something good to come out from all this I needed a peace of mind.

"Thanks dad."

What's broken can be mended
What's hurts can be healed
And no matter how dark it gets
The sun is going to rise again.

So here is stand in thee largest building in NewYork The World Trade Center  also know at the Twin Towers.
I felt like I took this view for granted. Looking right down the window I can see the cafe shop where I met Camila.