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I lay in my bed, third night in a row With tears down my face Wondering when it will be good enough to just be who I am.
As I lay here at night and watch the hours tick by,
I feel in my head a ticking time bomb counting my life away..
I scream and I cry and I beg for help but no one will answer or hear me speak for all that I'm feeling is trapped in my mind.
I lay here and wonder when the world decided to make life so hard..
And it got me to thinking if it's something we did..
Has life here on earth gotten harder because of the damage we've done?
Because of the waste and the damage and carelessness, has the world turned it's back on us and left us to die? These are things that I'm feeling and thinking inside..
As I lay here quiet and alone on this night. I feel that my friends and family are here..
But can any one person really help someone else?
With their own lives at stake in this precarious life, can any one person really help someone else...
With families drifting apart and away..
Does anyone know what the real meaning is?Do they remember the laughter and love of a sister or do they remember the fright and fighting of parents, do they see hope and strength in the joy of new marriage or do they see pain and hurt as they foresee separation that feels worse then death.
Does anyone remember the value of friends?
Or do we all make friends who are convenient at the time that we need them only to discard them at the first sign of trouble.
These are more things that I ponder at night in the dark..
Can anyone person answer my questions?
No I don't think I expect a reply or an answer because who has the time to think about comments; but those who lay awake at night as I do, they are the ones who have answers I seek. Except that most are to proud or to stubborn, to admit that they themselves have wondered these questions because in this life and time a weakness will leave you alone in the dark and the dust.
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