Dead or Alive [Supernatural]

Dead angel alive

(Castiel's pov.)

After I had the ritual to summon an angel ready, I realized how disturbing the objects for the ritual had to act to an human. I had to wait a half hour till something happened. Around the clearing, the leaves of the trees begin to rustle. "Hello Balthazar.", I whisper with a voice full of remorse. "Castiel, bro", he laughs. "It's a long time ago. If I remember correctly, you were the last time we met God and then.. you killed me, right?!" "I'm sorry, but now you're alive.", It was horrible what I did to him, that I killed him that cold - my own brother. "I've been a long time alive, Cas.", what does he mean? "But I...How Balthazar?", I stutter. "Castiel, you're not the only angel who asked God for it, and was really taken back.", How? Who did he ask? "How long has it been?" "Don't know it, maybe a year? I wasn't long dead. Cas com on, ask me." "Ask what?", there is so much I want to ask him. "You should ask me, who I asked" "Who brought you back, Balthazar?", now I'm really interested. "Jesus, Cas. She is really nice.", I hate how he smiles while he says that. No wonder that Sorcha's visions plague her, I mean if she can revive dead angels with them. "So Castiel, why did you call me?" "Because of Jesus. She should take office in heaven and now, Crowley caught her." "And you want me to...?" "You need to find Crowley, and then there's something else.", I'm nervous, to ask him that. "Why don't you search for her?", I hate that question. "I'm not strong enough Balthazar.", not anymore. "Okay, because I know the war in heaven well. What else do you want me to do?", he stands across from me so close that I can feel his breath. *Ring, Rang, Ring, Rang*  "I think it's yours Cas.", Balthazar says. I open the flip phone, and I hear Sam's voice through the phone. "Sam it's.." "Cas?! I don't know what it is, but..but Dean is having horrible pain..and..! Please com here." "Okay Sam. Give me ten minutes." "But Cas..", I hang up the phone. "Trouble in paradise?", Balthazar hasn't changed. "It's because of Sorcha." "Who is Sorcha?", angels are dumb. "Jesus. She's Dean's guardian Angel as well and now, how she is tortured by Crowley, Dean feels her pain." "But usually humans don't.." "He drank her blood. Pleas Balthazar you need to find her.", please do it. "Okay. I go search for her and you should go, help your gay relationship." "Thank you, brother, but there is something else I want you to do when we founded her." "Tell me then, Castiel. We will meet again.", he said with a wink and disappeares. I went back to the hospital, where I left Dean and Sam.