Time

chapter 1

Alexandra's POV

I woke up in the middle of a dark room, when I look to my right I saw blood stains on the floor.

My eyes widen when I saw my father with blood on the floor with a girl in her knees crying beside him wearing the same clothes that I am wearing right now.

When the girl looked up I was so shocked to see that its me who was crying beside my father.

She has blood stains on her clothes and on her hands, then she quickly stood up then ran out of the dark room crying.

I was still shocked to see that my father was dead because of me, I tried to go to him to try and hold his hand but I can't because I can't move my body because I am still shocked on what I saw.

Then I saw my father mouthing words to me that I don't even understand.

I only understand some words like help, save, promise, and past and the three words that my mother used when she died, I love you, I was so confused so I was about to ask him what he was talking about when I woke up in the real world.

"What the hell was that dream?" I asked myself with wide eyes still on the wet bed while panting and sweating really hard.

"Wow why would I dream about my dad dying because of me?" I said getting up from my super wet bed.

"Well I have to get ready for school now." I said to myself.

Well I forgot to introduce myself to you, well my name is Alexandra Smith I am now 18 years old, turning 19 on september 26 1999, I am now currently studying at Sienna University, I am now grade 12 or what you call senior highschool. Well I don't have many talents, I only know how to sing and a little dancing. I am just adopted by my loving (note sarcasm) parents. I know that they just adopt me because of my hair, my hair is silver but when you cut it, it turns into gold, REAL GOLD so my parents specifically my mother cut it often to get free moneh, they didn't know that I knew their reason on why they adopted me.

When I was 10 years old I over heard their conversation about my hair and dad disagreeing with my mom about something that I didn't know because I already ran away from the house while crying.

Then when I was 15 years old when I went to school, almost all of the students bully me  because of my hair color, they would call me names like old lady even if my hair is silver not white.

I have never experience bullying because I am homeschooled, I remembered that when I was 1 year old I said to my mom that I don't want to go to school so instead I did homeschool, at first I enjoyed it but when a year had past I realized that its so boring but I just ignored it.

A year had past but I am still being bullied by my dear classmates that I am getting used to it now.

Being bullied sucks because when someone pranks you or do stuff to you everyone laughs at you or just stare at you while someone do things to you.

I am now walking towards my classroom while listening to sad music, I love to listen to sad music because I can understand it or I can relate to it.

When I entered the classroom everyone stays silent for a second then they just do the things that they normally do.

I went to the back then sit on the chair beside the window in the entire class I always look outside the window not bothering to listen to the teacher because I already knew the lesson.

The teachers don't mind me not listening to their lessons because they always teach me after school so I can keep up with the lesson or I would learn the lesson before the teacher teach it to my other classmates.

Time skip~~~~~

I heard the bell ring so I pack up my things then go out of my classroom, I walk up to my locker to see so many papers with the same words written into them.

It says "CAN YOU JUST DIE! YOUR USELESS!" I just threw all of them to my box full of papers with the same words.

I got my food out of my locker then went to the rooftop, I usually eat there because its much more peaceful and relaxing their.

I usually scream or cry here in the rooftop besides no one will hear me here.

I put out my lunch to see that someone already ate my lunch, Well I guess that I won't be eating lunch today, I said to myself while throwing the container in the trash bin.

I look at my watch to see that its already time, I quickly stand up then head towards the door to go to my class.

I sat on my seat then look outside to see it was raining so hard, I felt a tear fell out of my eyes because it was the same weather where my real mother died becuase of an accident.

Flashback~~

"Hey Alexa we need to go home now its raining and its already dark." My mom said while dragging me out of the carnival.

"But mom! I want to ride more rides!" I said while crying so loud that many people are looking at us.

"No, we need to go home now its dangerous." My mom said, I let go of her hand then ran towards the entrance of the carnival.

Then I heard my mom shouting my name but I ignored it but then I felt a pair of hands at my back then push me.

When I looked back I saw my mom on the floor with blood, my eyes widen then I ran towards her crying, she looked at me then she said "Call your grandpa." Then she coughed out blood.

I started to panic but when she held my hand I started to relax then she held my hand tighter then she said the three words that I never said to her.

"I love you." I cried so hard because I can't believe that this is the last time that I will be hearing her sweet and beautiful voice.

The ambulance came then took her, my grandpa came then hugged me then I cried in his arms.

"I love you too mom." I whispered to myself still crying.

Flasback ends~~~~~~

I heard the teacher calling my name then I looked up to see that me and the teacher are left in the classroom.

"The classes are now over, you can go home now or would you stay here to study?" My teacher ask me.

"I will go home now, my parents might be looking for me." I said while packing my stuff.

"Ok, go home safetly." My teacher said leaving me alone in the classroom.

"I better go home now or my father will murder me." I said to myself while walking towards the door.