The worst

The beginning

  Hey I'm Taniya. Some of you know how my life started to change ,(but not in a positive way). It was the beginning of 8th grade and school just started. I seriously couldn't say to get to school only so it could be over. There was literally a lot of people I did sorta kind of wanted to see but not in school because that school simply just sucked. This year I also became angry with the world.
   Being 13 I wasn't really interested in things other that school and my phone. But!!!!!!!!!!
There was this one boy that I was seriously in love with even tho that's like sort of impossible considering I'm only 13 in the 8th grade. Anyway................................................................I would be so excited to see him during school and after school sometimes before school. His name was Preston and he is in the same grade as me but he is 14.... :).
    I was surprised when he asked me out but I couldn't say nothing but YESSSSS!!!!!!!!
Don't you just get butterflies???...... well that's besides the point it was true love at 1st sight.... As time flew by and days my attitude started changing . I got more aggressive and mean and disrespectful.. OH NOOOOO!!!!!!. I became a whole different me. Valentine's Day rolled by he bought me s teddy bear it was sooooo sweet I was really hype but I tried not to show it to much. I gave him a card and chocolates. TRUST ME that was my first time getting valentines gifts for a boy.
     It was almost 3 months when things started to turn in our relationship.:( I thought I could really trust Preston but he cheated on me 😢😢. I stayed with him because I loved him so much❤️😩. Then his best friend Mathew came along . Mathew wanted me to cuff him 2 days before I actually did. I went to his house and we made out and did what regular couples did. I only did that because I thought Preston really really broke up with me and I wanted to make him jealous. Little did I know that Mathew lied to me and just wanted me for himself.!!!!!!
    Preston found out what we did and was so MAD....... my love and I was officially apart. My  best friend Amelia tried to help us get back together but it didn't work. I cried every night and every time I saw him. After a while I just wanted to wait for him to talk to me again . Then OMG ....... my best friend went out with him😱😱 I was so disappointed and sad and mad and just never thought she could do that to me knowing how I felt about him.
     No I didn't stop talking to her but I did tell her how I feel. She talked to me but didn't break up with him. So, I went back out with Mathew. This was just crazy because he was talking to other girls🙄. So I was done with him.