In love with the wrong person

"OK so the reason I had to leave was because it was one night and you were only a baby and I didn't know any better. One night dad and mom was arguing and then I saw him hit mom and she was fighting, and then I ran and tried to help mom and then he hit me. So then I ran to go mom's closet and took out a gun, and I was just only 6 years old and then I tried to shoot dad and I pulled the trigger!"

"Then I noticed mom was on the floor covered with blood! I couldn't believe it I had shot our mom it was an accident I swear I tried to kill our horrible father but I shot mom instead and I'm sorry."

"So as a few years went back dad tried to rape me and he was close but I got away and I took you with me. You were only three so you might not remember all of this. So then the cops found us and made us go back to dad's house and one night when you were sleeping and dad came in my room and he raped me."

"So one day before dad left to go to work I got into dad's car and I messed with his breaks so whenever he tried to stop on breaks it wouldnt work. It was raining and he slid off the side of the road because he couldn't stop on breaks and he died.  So after that I couldn't take any chances of getting caught so I went with a friend and left you with Foster home."

"One day I was out with a friend and then the cops tried to make me to jail, but I couldn't so I ran from them. Then it was cops everywhere looking for me and somehow they found me and I got arrested. So I had to wait a few years to get out and I finally made enough for my bail and I got out. That was a year ago and I was going to come get you but I needed to get my shit in check before I just came and got you.

"I finally did and when I was about to I heard your accident on the news and that's when I came as quick as I can. Lily you have to forgive me on why I wasn't here for half of your life but that's why I'm here now please you have to forgive me??

"My sister had a really good point on why she wasn't here half my life and if I was in here position I would have did the same."  I thought to myslef. "Yes I forgive you but I've been OK with it being here with my Foster family. We have our bad days and stuff but all families do I guess. So yeah I'm staying here, but wait why don't you stay here with me please??

"We can be together and get to finally spend our sisters moments we missed without each other all these years please? I said looking in her eyes begging her. "Umm I would but I don't think she would just up and let me live here." Catalaya said in a confused tone. " Wait Ms.Grande, Ms.Grande can catalaya stay here and live with us please? I promise I'll be better please just please let me have my sister here with me after all these years please? 

"Umm yes why not your sister can live here with you." Ms. Grande said. "Yes yes OMG thank you your the best mom." I said while pausing and stopping thinking did I actually just call her mom?  "Did you just call me mom lily!?" Ms. Grande said in such a confused tone and puzzled look. I stopped and paused myself and thought did I just call her mom I think I did.

"Yeah I did I kinda liked it to." "I did to but you don't have to say it.  I want you to say it because your comfortable." Ms. Grande said while smiling.  "I am comfortable with saying it and I really liked it mom!" while smiling.  "Come give me a hug Lilypad!" Ms.Grande said while holding her arms out for a hug. "Aww my grandpa use to call me that! 

*Vibrate Vibrate*

"Hey that's Troy phone. "Hey bae I miss you when can I see you again?"

From: Emma

"What the Fuck! Who the Hell is Emma!?