Barely surviving.
Pretending to live.
Seeing things, seeing things..
Good.
Good along with the bad.
Bad..that sits inside my head!
Round and round.
Over and over.
I wonder..wonder.
What have I done wrong?
I'm mean, I know, hard and cold.
Freezing when you touch..
I can barely feel my bones!
I'm a skeleton with skin..
Flesh, flesh.
I wonder..
How did it get there.
Who created me?
My heart..
My soul.
Who am I?
I sit here and think..
Think..think.
Can't even breathe!
Living in a trosphere, and I can barely breathe!
Something unknown; cruel, perhaps not even real..
Am I crazy?
Crazy...crazy.
I sit still.
Hands start to shake.
I cry..
CRY.
CRY.
CRY.
BURSTING THREE MILLION TEARS!
I see one too many stars, fall out of the sky.
I pray to a God that doesn't seem to create...
But destroys, then creates?
Feelings confined in a small, little brain.
Cells...cells.
WHERE ARE THE CELLS?
They make up matter.
Matter which controls..
Controls everything.
Atoms...atoms!
Little dots of space!
Everything made up of atoms.
Atoms...adam?
Adam and Eve.
Notice how one thing leads to another?
Like checkers on a board,
they dance along...
One move after another.
More harm...
More harm..
Red agasin't black..
Black agasin't red..
Ultimate bloodshed.
