4-Jun

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by Coolcat51

by Coolcat51

Lee Jihoon (Woozi's) POV

It's Sunday. I lay in bed once again wondering what to do. I have only listen to 3 tapes, and already I am filled with anger and pain. I can't imagine how much pain she must have been in, and I never ever had the heart to ask about it. I should have known something was up, and I should have known she was in pain. I claimed to be her friend, but yet I didn't know that so many people where hurting her. I now feel like I didn't really know her at all. The person I spent so much time with, the person who was always smiling, the person who made me happy lied to me. She was never truly happy, her smile wasn't real, and I feel like I didn't try to help her. I feel like I should have tried more. I owed her that. I owe her everything. I have a feeling that she died, because she couldn't handle the pain. I have only went through 3 tapes and already can't handle the pain. I once again picked up the cassette player, and began listening.

Hey. Its me again. So if you have come this far its for two reasons. 1.) You actually want to know who is responsible for my death or 2.) because you haven't heard your name yet, and that's the only reason you are still listening. Well Wen Jun, you are the next reason. Right after Minghao stopped being my friend,there was Valentines day. People where giving out valentines, well everyone but me. I didn't expect to get any from anyone, but I ended up receiving 3. One from Minghao, which was more of an apologies letter. One from Woozi, which made my heart flutter a bit.

I then stopped the tape for a moment. My valentine made her heart flutter? Why? I then shook my head, and decided to continue the tape.

The last one was from Jun. It was surprising, because I have never spoke to him before. The card had his name, and phone number. It said that if I wanted a date on valentines day to give him a call. On valentines day I called him, and set up the date. When I met him it wasn't what I expected. I was hoping it would be nice. We would talk, laugh, and maybe have another date, but no. Nothing close to that happened. I was sitting a diner waiting for him, and then he showed up late. Not just that. He started touching me in places that I didn't like. I then shoved him away from me, and ran home crying. I really wanted to believe that Jun liked me, but the only reason he even looked my way was because he thought that I had slept with Hoshi.

The tape then ended. I swear the more I listen to these tapes the more empty I feel. Shay left a hole. A hole in my heart. I miss her terribly. Too bad you can't love someone back to life.

Hoshi's POV

I lay in bed next to Minghao. I have never loved anyone more than I love him. Sadly at school I can't treat him the way I do when we are alone. For now everyone has to think that way are friends. If Jihoon keeps going threw with the tapes, then he'll get to tape 7. The tape that outs us. The tape that could ruin our love. I then feel Minghao move. I then watch as his eyes flutter open, and he smiles.

"Hello beautiful." I whispered and then kissed his cheek.

"Soonyoung?" He asked.

"Yeah Baby?"

"When can we tell people about us?" He asked.

"Not for awhile Baby." I said with a sigh.

"Why not? We have been hiding out relationship for 4 months. I want my family to know, I want your family to know, I want our friends to know, I want the whole school to know that you're mine. I hate seeing girls flirt with you all the time, and not being able to say anything to them." He says with a pout.

"My parents are homophobic Baby. So are the kids at school. I don't want them to hurt you." I said. He then began to pout more. I then kissed his lips. "Just a little longer." I said.

"Ok." He said and then he snuggled into my chest. I then sighed. I don't want to loose him, but I'm afraid to come out. What will I do?"

Hey guys! I'm sorry that it took so long to update again! Just bare with me. Leave me a comment and let me know what you think. Stay strong my beautiful readers, keep dreaming, I love you all, and I will update soon.-Coolcat51