The Boy Behind The Aura

Chapter #1:

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"I-I don't g-get it... I'm so confused... What d-did I ever do to you?" I managed to say, trembling on my words over the phone.

"You're just really fucking annoying Anthony.! You're such a worthless, ugly, useless piece of shit that's nobody likes or cares about.! Haha! Everyone's life would be so much better if you just killed yourself already! Do me a favor and just act like we don't know each other when you see me in the hallways..." After that all I heard was the sound of silence. Everything started to build up in my eyes and fell down my cheek, the tears started to rush down my face and falling onto the floor. I knew after that, I wouldn't be speaking to, who I thought was my 'best friend for ever', ever again.

'Why?' I just kept asking myself. 'Why do I even bother anymore? You heard what she said, you're useless, ugly, and not worth it...' All of my thoughts were cut off by the sound of my moms voice calling for me and the rest of my family to come into the kitchen for supper. I wasn't really in the mood to eat because of what had just happened.

"I'll be right down mom! I'm just doing my homework!" I yelled to my mom trying to sound as happy as I could. I lifted my pillow, I took out my blade and rushed over towards my bathroom. I placed the blade on my wrist and slowly began to do what I always do at times like this when I hate myself. I managed to make 7 deep enough cuts till I was able to control what I was doing. I turned on the sink and washed off the blood that was on my wrist. Once it was all off, I decided to leave the house before I did something stupid.

I quickly got my shoes and sweater because it was freezing outside. I walked slowly down the hall, hoping that my mom wouldn't catch me sneaking out of the house. I thought to myself for a second and decided to just ask my mom because I didn't want her to be worried about me. I walked up to my mom as she was serving dinner and politely asked her if I was allowed to go out for about an hour or two. She hesitantly said yes and I was out of the house in the blink of an eye. I walked from my house down Walmart. I already had a thought in my mind on what I wanted to buy. Once I walked in I rushed to the very end of the store because that's where the music section was located at and where they kept all of there CD's. Today was ARTPOP day and I was determined to find at least one copy of the CD. I looked everywhere in the music section till I finally managed to find one and everything that happened before slowly escaped my mind. I was smiling from both my ears and checking out the beautiful album cover. I started to walk away from where I was standing, but still admiring the playlist of songs on the album.

I wasn't watching where I was going and bumped right into a woman, I still kept hold of the album. " Oh my , I am so sorry!" Said the woman as she was helping me up. "No you don't need to apologize. It's my fault, I should've been watching where I was go..." I said as I was wiping the dirt off of my cloths. I then look up and I saw someone, someone that I thought I'd never get the chance to meet in person. My stomach felt like it dropped all the way to the floor. My jaw dropped as if I'd seen a ghost. I could feel tears forming into my eyes...

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