The next day when i woke up, i was not looking forward to it. But i had to go to school because i want to finish my senior year so i can feel like i accomplished something in life. So i got up and went to my bathroom. While i was in my bathroom i looked in the mirror. I looked at myself i was thinning out. I bet people at school will think I'm starving myself because i was never the skinniest girl. I was never popular i was just me. I had one friend and he always was more outgoing then me, he never let anyone talk shit to him. But we don't have time to think about him. once i finished showering i went to my closet picked out my shirt that had a skull with blood dripping from the eyes and a pair of ripped jeans. That were not as tight as they once were.
After i finished dressing, walked downstairs and found my mom up and making breakfast. weird. "Hey mom can you drive me to school today. Please." I asked her. She looked at me and said "sure sweetheart." after that she gave me breakfast which was OK, my stomach does not really like food these days. After i finished breakfast we went to the car.
While she was driving she turned on the radio to drown out the silence. My mom and i never really talked, we more liked to be together in silence. When she was around. My mom turned of the radio when we got to school and looked at me and said something i did no think she would say. "You need to tell Alex that you are dying i know you don't want to but he deserves to know that his best Friend is dying." I looked at my mom and sighed she was right he did deserve to know that i why when i saw him i was gonna tell him. "OK mom i will tell him."
When i walked in to school i set out to look for Alex. when i was walking i was not paying attention and ran into someone. "Watch where your going bitch. Oh look who it is Danny. You wanna know something awesome last night your friend Alex came to my house and he asked me to be his girlfriend isn't that cool." The queen bitch said to me her name is Bethany. total asshole. "That is good for you. But in the end he probably just using you." After i said that she slapped me and to say it hurt was an understatement. i was not that strong so it felt like i got hit in the face by a rock more then a hand. So what did i do i ran away she called after me that i was a bitch that better run.
I avoided Alex like the plague after the whole Bethany thing i was not gonna tell him anymore. What was the point. I have one wish and she get him. When the bell for lunch rang i was not that excited because i knew i was gonna be alone at lunch it happens a lot lately. When i walked outside to sit at the tree i usually sit at i saw the saddest thing ever well the second saddest thing. Alex and Bethany were making out at my tree Alex's and i tree when he finally looked up i ran he ran after me yelling for me to stop. I got all the way to the forest outside school before he got me. He looked at me and said"why were you at the hospital yesterday?" i looked at him none of you business go back to your whore and leave me alone." after i said that he just kept asking the same thing over and over again. I finally got tired of it "Fine Alex you wanna know what is the matter. I HAVE FUCKING CANCER, AND I WANT MY BEST FRIEND TO FUCKING BE THERE. I was gonna tell you but you were to busy sucking face with that whore. There now you know whats wrong. Now let me go."
Since he was catching up with what i said i ran and got away i walked home. I did not live far from school i used to walk to school but i was to sick to do this now i paid for it when i got home. When my mom came home she found me in the bathroom passed out. When i woke up i was in the hospital again. i knew the look my mom gave me meant something bad.
My mom took my hand and said " Danny the doctor told me you don't have as long as they thought you did at most yu have a month or two. They don't know how but you Cancer is eating you up shutting down your organs to fast. They said that you have to stay here. Baby i'm so sorry." Then she broke down crying.
Wile she was crying i told her "everything is gonna be OK. you have to stay strong for charlie." then i started to cry . I fell asleep. later i felt someone with me. Then i heard a voice i did not think i would hear. Alex said " Please don't die on me i have to tell you how much you men to me we are supposed to be together forever don't break the promise. we promised please fight." Then i was consumed by darkness.
