project maggie - shawn mendes

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today's song

memories - shawn mendes

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shawn mendes

i felt a lump in my throat and my eyes water. my hands started shaking and i was breathing heavily.

"maggie?" catarina said.

"that's me, so what are we gonna do tonight?" she asked, taking a seat on the wooden table in the middle of everyone.

she pulled her phone out and started typing away, as if it was normal for us to see her.

"so are we gonna do something or are you guys gonna stare at me all night?" she rolled her eyes, putting her phone in her back pocket.

"you're ok, you're here you're actually here!" ava laughed, wiping the tears that fell from her eyes.

maggie got up and walked towards ava. "one hug for everybody." maggie said in a monotone, looking up.

ava got up and hugged her, maggie stumbled back a bit. "ok ok i need to breathe you know." maggie laughed.

she hugged everyone and then walked towards me, but i was just staring at her. i was still so surprised. so, what's the word, shook? but right when i thought she was going to hug me she walked right past me towards the kitchen.

i felt everyone's eyes on me, i looked up and i shook my head.

"i'll be right back i-i'm gonna go to the bathroom." i said, and flashed out of the room.

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mia lindemann

everyone was in the kitchen talking and maggie was some what socializing. i then tapped her shoulder and nodded my head towards the living room where we can talk in private.

"can you explain to me why you hugged everyone except shawn? the kid has been looking for you ever since you disappeared!" i whisper shouted.

"i just didn't want people thinking that just because i came back i'm the same old sweet innocent maggie." she argued.

"it's been three years mags, he hasn't been the same since you left. you can't ignore him forever. just talk to him, please." i begged.

"i can't mia, i cant. why won't you get that?" she turned around, her arms in the air.

"you can't or you won't?" i said, crossing my arms over my chest.

"i just can't ok?" she shoved her head in her hands.

"why? all you have to do is talk to him! you won't even look at him an-"

"you wanna know why i won't look or talk to him mia? do you wanna know that bad?" she asked, walking up to me.

"yes i do!"

"every time i look at shawn, i see elena! i see everything that we could've had but no my dumbass had to go ruin it all and poor shawn was heartbroken, and even though it was obvious that i didn't want to be found he still kept looking for me like a lost puppy!" she yelled, her eyes turning grey into their vampire state.

i look at her and notice a tall figure behind her, he looks down and slowly walks away.

"wait shawn!" i said, passing by maggie.

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maggie lindemann

i stood there, in the middle of the living room, slightly shocked.