have you ever broken?
a missed step,
an incorrect calculation.
you tip-toe gently and the glass suddenly cracks.
have you ever fallen?
glass shards in flesh and a thick red liquid oozes out,
but it does not matter,
all you can focus on is when you shall hit the ground.
have you ever seen the end?
your vision slowly narrowing as you begin to feel the heat reflecting off of the ground as you fall faster,
body limp.
have you ever died?
have you ever witnessed the darkness of it all?
i should have been cautious.
i rushed into this,
i'm so ashamed of myself.
i should have been gentle.
i shouldn't be here,
why am i still here?
i'm falling.
it's all over soon.
this will be over soon.
it's drawing closer,
the taste of relief is already here,
i'm just waiting now.
just waiting.
waiting for the release.
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oh wow charlie, you posted, fucking finally, shithead.
sorry.
