Is this real?

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I wake up to Alan shaking me,

"Silent? Silent? come on wake up you have to take your tablet" I groan and sit up to him handing me a yellow tablet and a glass of water, "what would you like for dinner?"

"Umm I don't mind whatever you want" I mumble still half asleep,

"Taco Bell? I can't be arsed to cook" he says with a slight chuckle, I can't believe after how I was towards him he's just acting like normal,

"Sure umm Alan?" I stutter,

"Yeah?"

"Why are you being nice to me after what I said to you in the hospital?"

"I don't want to argue Silent I've just got you back and I can't lose you again and you're not the only one in the wrong I am too I shouldn't have said the things I did either" I felt tears beginning to fill my eyes, "don't cry please it's fine we're ok aren't we?" I nod "exactly do you want to come to Taco Bell with me or stay here and set up a film?" He said bringing me into a hug,

"I'll set up a film" I practically whisper,

"Can you walk ok?" he asked,

"A little yeah"

"Will you be ok if I carry you downstairs and you set up the film by yourself?" I nod as he picks me up bridal style and takes me down stairs.

3hours later and we're cuddled up on the sofa empty Taco Bell wrappers on the floor next to us watching 500 Days Of Summer, Alan's breathing starts to slow down and I look up to see him asleep,

"Alan babe? do you wanna go to bed?" I whisper shaking him a little, a small smile forms on his face,

"Did you just call me babe?" shit,

"Ummm ehhh-" he cuts me off,

"It's fine if you did I like it" I smile at what he just said and he kisses my forehead, I place and small kiss on his lips, we lay with each other for god knows how long just staring into each others eyes, "Silent?" He says dragging it out,

"Yes?" I say mocking his tone,

"I was thinking and I want you to be mine so will you be my girlfriend?" I stared at him shocked not knowing what to say,

"Is this real?" he chuckles and places a kiss on my lips,

"Yes Silent this is real" I stare at him not saying a word, "Silent?"

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